Who will find your body ?

[madwoman8]

I'm also doing SN and considered a hotel, but I really want to do it in the comfort of my home on my bed. I live alone in an apartment building. I think what would happen is my work would be the first to notice I am not clocked in and they'd have to reach out to my emergency contacts - my sister who's across the country and my ex who could be out of state or in my state bc of his job. He'd be more likely to be able to travel to me and he has the extra keys to my apartment so I'm really afraid it'll be him. Possibility he would call me and he might have access to find my phone or laptop (I don't know if it's set up it used to be when together) so maybe he'd call the cops to check the apartment out. Or I was thinking of taping a note on my door or slipping a piece if paper out - my landlords have taped notes to our door for messages to us so maybe my neighbors would think it's that and not touch it and most mind their business anyway. And the note would say I passed and please call the cops - so I feel bad that they would find me but they do deal with crisis everyday. And yeah we are all gonna die and be found by someone. But I just really don't want it to be a loved one. Might be apartment maintenance people.

 

[DeadSouls]

Someone working for the rental company, I guess. No one would notice or think about me aside from when my rent is late.

 

[playalistic]

Hi, do you know who will find your body after ctb ? I'd like the cops because i'd like to avoid trauma for my family (with SN the corpse will be blue i think, so even more traumatic). i live alone and i'd like to ctb at home around midnight. only have a cat but he won't give alert... i don't want to go to the hotel. people who work there will be traumatised and it's not their business. just wish i had a deadly illness or a painless accident. so fucking tired. i plan to ctb with SN in september or october if I don't go crazy before

First responders if anything, i would never give my family the trauma of kms in a way where they would discover my body. In general i wish for my death to cause the least amount of pain to anyone as possible (although i know its inevitable and we dont live in a perfect ideal world where that can happen)

If i wanted to really kms in the middle of an unknown forest in a desolate location where my body would never be found i could but im sure my family wants my ashes/corpse

Double edged sword, either give first responders PTSD/grief or your family never being able to bury you. Damn typing this out i wish suicide wasnt such a moral clusterfuck

 

[Shiksa]

Somewhere far away from family and friends. I have no clue who will to be honest.