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miles-away

miles-away

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May 13, 2025
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For me, it's sloth. I am so incredibly lazy. Part of it is my ADHD but also coming from a family of underachievers. I try to do more to motivate myself. But then the inevitable tiredness comes and it feels strenuous to even move a muscle. I need Aderall lol.
 
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Forveleth

I knew I forgot to do something when I was 15...
Mar 26, 2024
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Wrath. I am angry. All the time. I take it out on my shithead partner. 😇
 
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_Gollum_

I wish the ring had never come to me
Mar 9, 2024
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Envy. More specifically, I have hateful feelings towards women who are prettier than me -- which is most of them.
 
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dreamofnofuture

obsessed w/ shifting, OBEs, & reading
Apr 19, 2026
54
probably pride for me. sloth would be second, but it typically comes from my own perception that I don't need to do much and don't care what most ppl think bc I think most ppl are losers.

I wouldn't call myself vain. just self-absorbed. sometimes it's hard to listen to other ppl. i hate my life sometimes, but I hate other ppl more than me. sometimes I feel like ik more ab most other ppl than they do themself. it's hard to see from other ppl's perspectives, even tho I logically can understand why they did that thing I disdain. i don't see myself as smart, but I see myself as smarter than most others. and I get frustrated when I feel like ppl aren't doing what I want them to, and rlly only consider my problems and ppl helping me except for a few other ppl.

the only person I rlly feel for is myself, and I don't think any other life is worth sticking around for except maybe my own.

i'm not sure if I have ASPD or even NPD, but it's hard to not be this way tho. I'm not at all a self-effacing person and I rlly have no reason to be like this. I never went through severe trauma or shit like that. it's not like I grew up around ppl like this. I just kinda developed like this regardless.​
 
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Pluto

Cat Extremist
Dec 27, 2020
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dragonofenvy

dragonofenvy

Elementalist
Oct 8, 2023
896
Envy, of course! It's in my name. It's a hard battle to fight and I am not winning.
 
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Makethemsuffer

Makethemsuffer

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Jul 30, 2026
5
Uhhh envy I think, I always look at other people and imagine how good my life would be if I was them
 
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rorosbones

rorosbones

i want to sleep forever
Oct 12, 2025
19
definitely sloth, but envy is probably a close second. i don't really try to fight back anymore lol, i've accepted my fate of sleeping all day and wishing i was someone else
 
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miles-away

miles-away

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May 13, 2025
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probably pride for me. sloth would be second, but it typically comes from my own perception that I don't need to do much and don't care what most ppl think bc I think most ppl are losers.

I wouldn't call myself vain. just self-absorbed. sometimes it's hard to listen to other ppl. i hate my life sometimes, but I hate other ppl more than me. sometimes I feel like ik more ab most other ppl than they do themself. it's hard to see from other ppl's perspectives, even tho I logically can understand why they did that thing I disdain. i don't see myself as smart, but I see myself as smarter than most others. and I get frustrated when I feel like ppl aren't doing what I want them to, and rlly only consider my problems and ppl helping me except for a few other ppl.

the only person I rlly feel for is myself, and I don't think any other life is worth sticking around for except maybe my own.

i'm not sure if I have ASPD or even NPD, but it's hard to not be this way tho. I'm not at all a self-effacing person and I rlly have no reason to be like this. I never went through severe trauma or shit like that. it's not like I grew up around ppl like this. I just kinda developed like this regardless.​
Ngl, being self absorbed does more for you than being overly empathetic.
 
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TwistedNightmares

I hate being alive
Nov 1, 2025
345
Sloth. I mostly sleep or bed rot.
 
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pond

pond

stuck like a nerf dart
May 8, 2018
279
definitely sloth, but envy is probably a close second. i don't really try to fight back anymore lol, i've accepted my fate of sleeping all day and wishing i was someone else
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Ngl, I'd wholeheartedly rather be Skitty than myself and live in our base with my rescue team partner in the original Pokémon Mystery Dungeon ✨️ They were more than the epitome of a best friend. They were someone you could trust to the end and someone who could make you believe in humanity Pokémon again.
 
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coolcow1289

coolcow1289

Student
Mar 17, 2026
186
Envy. I see someone who is like me but has healthy relationships and is mentally sound and I want them to explode. I'm very competitive and I do very well for myself, but the one thing I can't out-compete is my own completely failing mental health.
 
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Spite

Spite

I wish I never existed.
Aug 20, 2025
622
For me it's envy. I am utterly destroyed by envy. Whenever I hear about people who have friends and healthy social lives, my entire body burns with rage. Whenever I see people out in public hanging out with their friend groups and just having a good time, I'm angry. I'm envious of people who are happy, outgoing, confident, and socially successful - which is almost everyone. I wish I wasn't like this but I feel like it's not even a choice - I'm just like this, my brain is predisposed towards it for reasons beyond me. God knows why. My unrelenting envy has to be one of the biggest things I hate about myself.
 
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LonelyPrince

LonelyPrince

Rotten to the Core
Dec 12, 2025
319
Slot and wrath. I'm an extremely passive and lazy person, plus I'm full of rage. I don't fight against it, I don't know how.
 
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