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Neniam
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- Jun 24, 2025
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Hello,
I am not going to make you a big scroll of my life for various reason, in short I am for ~6 years in depression and stuck in a life (like on this spongebob meme) who is more similar to a prison and with nobody that can understand me not even my tribal family. If you want a analogy of my life, think about someone consistently waterboarded between his will to live and a will to die.
Nothing worked on me not therapist, medication (Zoloft, Xanax, ...) or other.
Due to a precedent suicide attempt with medications, I almost died but was saved (ty to the ones who helped me, even if I wanted to die I thank those people).
I conserve with me (due to my actual treatment) 10 pills of 300 mg of Seroquels and I know that those pills alone can be mortal. However I just want to be sure. What type of alcohol should I buy, possibly something I could hide. I ask you because even if I'm 22yo I don't drink alcohol so I am not really a connoisseur.
Ty
I am not going to make you a big scroll of my life for various reason, in short I am for ~6 years in depression and stuck in a life (like on this spongebob meme) who is more similar to a prison and with nobody that can understand me not even my tribal family. If you want a analogy of my life, think about someone consistently waterboarded between his will to live and a will to die.
Nothing worked on me not therapist, medication (Zoloft, Xanax, ...) or other.
Due to a precedent suicide attempt with medications, I almost died but was saved (ty to the ones who helped me, even if I wanted to die I thank those people).
I conserve with me (due to my actual treatment) 10 pills of 300 mg of Seroquels and I know that those pills alone can be mortal. However I just want to be sure. What type of alcohol should I buy, possibly something I could hide. I ask you because even if I'm 22yo I don't drink alcohol so I am not really a connoisseur.
Ty