where'd you get your username from?

[LimpandNumb]

I was listening to Numb by Linken Park and tada!

 

[getoutgirl]

I had been listening to this Jason Molina's song on loop for two hours

The whole album really is one of the most sorrowful, and honest pieces of music I've listened to. The pain in this man's voice cuts like a knife. RIP

 

[Nobodi]

I could have sworn I read a quote somewhere where it came off like" it's better to be a nobody, for how dreadful it must be to be a somebody" not sure if that how it goes word for word but it stay stuck to me and that's why I have. I thought Sylvia Plath quoted it but I don't find anything from her saying it.

 

[saturn1402]

From the song Saturn - Sleeping at Last. It is the song I will listen to right before CTB. And 1402 cause it is a very important date for me (I met my ex)

 

[Emerita]

Emerita:
'A woman retaining an honorary title held immediately before retirement'

Im retiring from life so I thought it was fitting.

 

[Manaaja]

I don't fully remember anymore.

Maybe it's because there was a finnish donald duck comic album named "Munaaja" and that made me think "Manaaja it is". Manaaja means an exorcist. I guess it's death or other-dimensions related. Mystical, fantasylike. Makes you think of demons and evil. But also purification and getting rid of evil and demons. A badass like Belmonts. Also religion and magic related. Kinda cool, it's related to many things. If you split it, it becomes Mana and aja which would be translated to "Drive, Mana!" as in mana in video games used for magic. Magic is best.

Munaaja was a joke title. It's Manaaja where a is changed to u. Muna means Egg (ducks lay eggs). Munata means to screw up, to botch. Munaaja means like someone who screws up, botches things. But in that title it also makes you think of someone who lays eggs and exorcises.

 

[Dr Iron Arc]

My username is actually an anagram. Though it is a bit ironic because I hate doctors and this website allows me the space to chronicle the arc I've been on.

 

[Halfhourdays]

How long the days are here in this...

 

[ForeverCaHa]

Mine is a combination of the first two letter of the city my partner and I lived in (Cardiff) and the first two letter of his surname. Forever there, with him

 

[CTB_random]

I got the rando part of my name from the main part of my username I use on every other site and videogame and the ctb part was because when I first logged onto the site and you see the online members some of them had it in there name so I just kinda merged them

 

[TheHolySword]

I've mentioned it on other threads but it's just an old internet identity from over a decade ago. it just feels close to home.

 

[LifeIsASadist]

Life is just fucking sadistic and evil

 

[Lyn]

It's just a random combination of letters with no meaning at all.
Just like life itself.


Oh wait... That's also some sort of a meaning now lol

 

[ione]

It's the name of an OC that's close to my heart.

 

[Izzythebelle]

its one of three usernames I use for everything, started when I was like 9 and kept with it.

 

[SomewhatLoved]

The song "Somewhat Damaged" by Nine Inch Nails

 

[MathConspiracy]

Math – I absolutely despise mathematics! No, but really, I hate it.
Conspiracy – I think math was invented by the system to keep us in line. You can't make sense of the number shit? You failed your test? Say goodbye to your future.

 

[Apokryphiel]

You can't make sense of the number shit? You failed your test? Say goodbye to your future.

Unfortunate reality.

I like making more unique usernames with no real inherent meaning. Apokryphiel is sort of just a combination of words.

 

[whiskers]

It's over for me

Never began for us

 

[carlbot]

The discord bot.

 

[BloomingAzaleas]

A long time ago I was in psychosis and believed that eating Azaleas was the only way to wake up from this world and into the world I fell into a coma in from eating Azaleas.

Since then, Azaleas has been a symbol of suicide for me, and since I'm on this forum, one could say my Azaleas are in full bloom.

 

[yeahyeahyeahfan]

The advise was to use a username not used elsewhere, so I referenced a band I've never listened to.

 

[Anne Alias]

I couldn't use any of my normal usernames, so I needed an alias. An... Alias.... Anne.... A-you get it, You get the thought process, I don't need to explain it. 'Anne Alias' is an alias.

 

[yxmux]

the username store

 

[PurpleMorality]

There's black, white, and grey morality. Often, cultures alien to humans (e.g. the fey, literal aliens, etc.) are described as having blue and orange morality.

My favorite color is purple and I'm struggling to line up my sense of morality with the real world.
There's black, white, and grey morality. Often, cultures alien to humans (e.g. the fey, literal aliens, etc.) are described as having blue and orange morality.

My favorite color is purple and I'm struggling to line up my sense of morality with the real world.

 

[untraveler]

I dreamed of traveling, camping and having a good time with close friends who'd enjoy it, too. Building precious memories from adventures and intimate conversations. I haven't done that too much. I'm scared of traveling abroad, rarely have friends to go with, and I'm depressed, making it all pointless if I can't even share the joy. Therefore, a traveler, but not. Untraveler. I don't care if that's not a word. I travel mostly in my dreams.

 

[squirrels]

Common roadkill animal

 

[bubblecat]

Don't even remember. Probably based on something I had randomly generated since I have a hard time thinking of usernames. But I do love cats.

 

[Rainbow Dash]

New Username: My Little Pony: Friendship Is Magic.
Okd Username: I forgot cause I forgot my old username.

 

[leloyon]

I've said it many times before, but Le Loyon. They were a person who enjoyed dressing in a gas mask, camouflage cloak and boiler suit and walking around the woods of Maules, Switzerland. Despite keeping to themselves and never harming anyone (one of the dreaded encounters one resident had with Le Loyon was accidentally stumbling upon Le Loyon picking flowers) they were demonised by the local community and in September of 2013, a newspaper reported on Le Loyon, repeating the town's fearmongering. Le Loyon proceeded to leave their cloak and gas mask in the forest, along with a note that they titled "Death Certificate and Testament of the Ghost of Maules" ("Ghost of Maules" being a nickname that Le Loyon was given) where they criticised the papers and the locals for demonising them, and said that they were disappearing. Some people have interpreted this as a suicide note.
I relate a lot to Le Loyon, I like their fashion sense and I myself enjoy walks in local nature, feel demonised and attacked by my local community, and while I do not dress quite the same as Le Loyon, I would if I was not aware that it would cause the same fate to fall upon me. Their note spoke to me like no other.

Dear alias Patrick du Matin, not only are you a crétin but you are mostly an assassin.

You murdered an innocuous being, which was, in his walks, a real therapy for happiness, a cerebral healing allowing him to face the responsibilities and vicissitudes of normal life, and it had!

Le Fantôme is not able to explain this happiness, but you do not seem to know Sacher-Masoch ; you would discover that it takes all kinds to make a world.

Then you are a murderer of liberties.

Listening to you, we are left in the Middle Ages, to the time of sorcerers. Why do you not raise yourself against the little toads in helmets and hoods, dressed in leather, which backfire on their dirt bikes in these same forests, offending them!

Do they take the time to pray before the little Oratory, to ask for a better world? I terrorize children, make me laugh! Why are they not terrorized by the real horrors and crimes they see on television, in the media?

Who is in charge of tuning the Tolerance button and Freedom in this society? These beautiful concepts to benefit more dealers, pimps, thieves, rapists and hooligans!

Switzerland is small, anything that does not conform to the garden gnome must be eradicated.

I thought, during those years, you would always let me be at peace, until these feelings had evolved. You give me inverse evidence, unfortunately.

Le Fantôme disappears, the risk of hunting the beast is too great. He will come back to haunt the narrow spirits of your species, because ultimately, a ghost never dies.