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deadngonehopeful

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Apr 2, 2025
11
I ordered SN from Amazon it's supposed to be here tomorrow. But I haven't got any update. I've been fasting all day excited to leave this world tomorrow but idk if it's a lost package. I'm hoping it's not. But does anyone have any I can buy please. Or know where to get some. Plz help I'm in Columbia, SC. So if anyone has any we can meet up somewhere public. Plz I'm desperate I can't do this anymore. '
 
Natty*

Natty*

Member
Mar 31, 2025
47
They don't sell SN on Amazon anymore. They sell nitrate, but not nitrite.
 
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HollowCreek

Member
Apr 3, 2025
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I ordered SN from Amazon it's supposed to be here tomorrow. But I haven't got any update. I've been fasting all day excited to leave this world tomorrow but idk if it's a lost package. I'm hoping it's not. But does anyone have any I can buy please. Or know where to get some. Plz help I'm in Columbia, SC. So if anyone has any we can meet up somewhere public. Plz I'm desperate I can't do this anymore. '

Above post isn't totally true. They do sell SN on Amazon. You just need to know the specific brand / have a link to the item. That's where I got mine and its passed all its tests. But yeah, it's hard to find on there.
 
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locked*n*loaded

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Apr 15, 2022
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Someone else just posted within last couple days that SN they got from Amazon with business license tested ZERO percent (0%) for nitrite. Might just be another bs ploy by anti-choicers, idrk. Take it however you want to.
 
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depressedinsomniac

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Dec 29, 2024
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yeah sorry to tell you but it's not going to be legit from Amazon...just saying at one point yes you could which is why it is not possible any longer...
 
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wantingdignity

wantingdignity

Little lost
Apr 5, 2025
126
I know I'm suicidal too, but I also live in Columbia, SC. I really hope that you pull through. I'm so sorry that life is being so tough on you
 
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deadngonehopeful

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Apr 2, 2025
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I know I'm suicidal too, but I also live in Columbia, SC. I really hope that you pull through. I'm so sorry that life is being so tough on you
Do you know where people sell in the area at this point I'll take a bunch of fentanyl to die. I just do not know where to buy it
 
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wantingdignity

Little lost
Apr 5, 2025
126
No, I don't. I know this might be breaking the rules, but I feel like there's a chance I might know you, and I hope that you try everything to make the pain go away before making a final decision. I really feel for you. I hate how hard life has gotten for you.
 
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deadngonehopeful

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Apr 2, 2025
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If i'm not mistaken you can order nitrite with a business account only.
That's what I did. It was being delivered but it has gotten here it's stuck in Oregon.
 
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deadngonehopeful

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Apr 2, 2025
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No, I don't. I know this might be breaking the rules, but I feel like there's a chance I might know you, and I hope that you try everything to make the pain go away before making a final decision. I really feel for you. I hate how hard life has gotten for you.
Direct message me. Why do you think you know me? Is it something I said
 
deleteduser853695

deleteduser853695

I swear I tried my best
Feb 26, 2024
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If i'm not mistaken you can order nitrite with a business account only.
I ordered SN from 2 sellers on Amazon Business. Both were fake. As HollowCreek has mentioned, there is still one legitimate source on Amazon only available through a direct link (doesn't show up in search). If you used that direct link, you should be fine. If not, the SN is likely a dud. Either way, always best to test what you get.

If you're in the US, there are other sources for SN. There are threads in the other forum about this, and threads/comments from the other people who also ended up with fake SN from Amazon Business.​
I ordered SN from Amazon it's supposed to be here tomorrow. But I haven't got any update. I've been fasting all day excited to leave this world tomorrow but idk if it's a lost package. I'm hoping it's not. But does anyone have any I can buy please. Or know where to get some. Plz help I'm in Columbia, SC. So if anyone has any we can meet up somewhere public. Plz I'm desperate I can't do this anymore. '
Also, I hate to sound mean, but I feel you should know that there are probably very few people who would be willing to give SN in person to someone who's been on the site for only 4 days.

Given that in some jurisdictions, giving someone poison (like SN) with the knowledge that they'll use it to CTB can be considered abetting suicide, it's just very suspicious that you're asking someone to physically give you SN as such a new member. We usually don't even give super new members hints on where to find websites, not until we trust them a bit more.

And why a public place? That makes it sound like you're an officer trying to arrest someone. People passing around things that could get them in trouble tend to prefer privacy. Maybe they'll agree to meet in a hotel room, somewhere neutral with no cameras. But a public place will have cameras. It's dangerous to ask people to pass you SN in a public place. And asking for local fentanyl dealers doesn't help you sound less like law enforcement looking to arrest someone.

I get you're desperate for things to end. You don't deserve to have to be in pain like this, and I'm not trying to minimize what you're going through. You must be in a lot of pain to want the SN so badly, so soon.

But I don't want you to feel disappointed if there ends up being no one willing to consider your request to meet up and give you SN. I'm trying to explain how your request looks from the perspective of those of us wary that pro-lifers and law enforcement are trying to infiltrate this site. I know that may feel a bit offensive, and I do wish you all the best in escaping your pain one way or another. I hope things get easier for you.​
 
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wantingdignity

Little lost
Apr 5, 2025
126
I'm not sure how to direct message, but it's just that we are somehow in the same city of all of the people on here. Feel free to dm
 
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deadngonehopeful

Member
Apr 2, 2025
11
I ordered SN from 2 sellers on Amazon Business. Both were fake. As HollowCreek has mentioned, there is still one legitimate source on Amazon only available through a direct link (doesn't show up in search). If you used that direct link, you should be fine. If not, the SN is likely a dud. Either way, always best to test what you get.

If you're in the US, there are other sources for SN. There are threads in the other forum about this, and threads/comments from the other people who also ended up with fake SN from Amazon Business.

Also, I hate to sound mean, but I feel you should know that there are probably very few people who would be willing to give SN in person to someone who's been on the site for only 4 days.

Given that in some jurisdictions, giving someone poison (like SN) with the knowledge that they'll use it to CTB can be considered abetting suicide, it's just very suspicious that you're asking someone to physically give you SN as such a new member. We usually don't even give super new members hints on where to find websites, not until we trust them a bit more.

And why a public place? That makes it sound like you're an officer trying to arrest someone. People passing around things that could get them in trouble tend to prefer privacy. Maybe they'll agree to meet in a hotel room, somewhere neutral with no cameras. But a public place will have cameras. It's dangerous to ask people to pass you SN in a public place. And asking for local fentanyl dealers doesn't help you sound less like law enforcement looking to arrest someone.

I get you're desperate for things to end. You don't deserve to have to be in pain like this, and I'm not trying to minimize what you're going through. You must be in a lot of pain to want the SN so badly, so soon.

But I don't want you to feel disappointed if there ends up being no one willing to consider your request to meet up and give you SN. I'm trying to explain how your request looks from the perspective of those of us wary that pro-lifers and law enforcement are trying to infiltrate this site. I know that may feel a bit offensive, and I do wish you all the best in escaping your pain one way or another. I hope things get easier for you.​
I understand what you're saying. I honestly don't care if it's public I said that to try and make someone comfortable but I get it. It's fine at this point imma just go buy a shotgun. I didn't want pain or to be found in that way. But it's the only reliable thing and I have a gun shop near me so. I'll do that. Thanks for replying anyway
 
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DrJ3llyf1sh

PM me for info about SN / KN / ODing
Apr 6, 2025
51
Above post isn't totally true. They do sell SN on Amazon. You just need to know the specific brand / have a link to the item. That's where I got mine and its passed all its tests. But yeah, it's hard to find on there.
What's the brand you got?
 
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deadngonehopeful

Member
Apr 2, 2025
11
Hey guys update my SN has finally arrived today, I have been fasting since I got the notification. I will try tonight hopefully it works.
 
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Sando_1737

I always wondered why I’m still here
Mar 5, 2025
20
Hey guys update my SN has finally arrived today, I have been fasting since I got the notification. I will try tonight hopefully it works.
Where'd they sell it? I'm also desperate
 
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soukeye

caged animal
Jul 11, 2023
3
I ordered SN from 2 sellers on Amazon Business. Both were fake. As HollowCreek has mentioned, there is still one legitimate source on Amazon only available through a direct link (doesn't show up in search). If you used that direct link, you should be fine. If not, the SN is likely a dud. Either way, always best to test what you get.

If you're in the US, there are other sources for SN. There are threads in the other forum about this, and threads/comments from the other people who also ended up with fake SN from Amazon Business.

Also, I hate to sound mean, but I feel you should know that there are probably very few people who would be willing to give SN in person to someone who's been on the site for only 4 days.

Given that in some jurisdictions, giving someone poison (like SN) with the knowledge that they'll use it to CTB can be considered abetting suicide, it's just very suspicious that you're asking someone to physically give you SN as such a new member. We usually don't even give super new members hints on where to find websites, not until we trust them a bit more.

And why a public place? That makes it sound like you're an officer trying to arrest someone. People passing around things that could get them in trouble tend to prefer privacy. Maybe they'll agree to meet in a hotel room, somewhere neutral with no cameras. But a public place will have cameras. It's dangerous to ask people to pass you SN in a public place. And asking for local fentanyl dealers doesn't help you sound less like law enforcement looking to arrest someone.

I get you're desperate for things to end. You don't deserve to have to be in pain like this, and I'm not trying to minimize what you're going through. You must be in a lot of pain to want the SN so badly, so soon.

But I don't want you to feel disappointed if there ends up being no one willing to consider your request to meet up and give you SN. I'm trying to explain how your request looks from the perspective of those of us wary that pro-lifers and law enforcement are trying to infiltrate this site. I know that may feel a bit offensive, and I do wish you all the best in escaping your pain one way or another. I hope things get easier for you.​
hey, would it be okay if i messaged you about this legitimate amazon provider? i've been in the forum for a couple years now, and i've recently started to consider SN as a way out
 

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