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dimlight

it should not be this hard
Jun 29, 2026
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It's aggravating I guess because I'm new to the forum. SN seems like my savior but I have yet to decode everything surrounding it (which I plan to do as soon as I can). And then I log on and see a bunch of people who managed to obtain SN except they're not using it or aren't properly using it. I would go for it right away. I studied the guide and all. It feels like this is exactly what I was waiting for and it's in, in my opinion, the wrong hands. And now with everything becoming stricter, I'm only more paranoid I won't be able to get my hands on it. I know people have the right to do with what they buy as they please - I'm just jealous and venting (as my tag identified).
 
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HNR_

Can't CTB (yet) bc of the heat and some bs...
May 21, 2026
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Ironically enough, I changed my tag after being frustrated that DSL's site got shut down (or at least seems to be operating in a way that feels extremely shady to me) and that I, most likely, would get my SN seized by customs, knowing how strict they can be

Not Autralia-strict but still, western Europe doesn't mess around
 
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dimlight

it should not be this hard
Jun 29, 2026
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Ironically enough, I changed my tag after being frustrated that DSL's site got shut down (or at least seems to be operating in a way that feels extremely shady to me) and that I, most likely, would get my SN seized by customs, knowing how strict they can be

Not Autralia-strict but still, western Europe doesn't mess around
I love your tag. It's kind of similar to mine - why is it so hard to CTB! I wish I had known abt SN back when you could just cop it on Amazon. Looks like we got into this at the wrong time. Wish you luck, friend. You at least got on DSL. I'm still figuring this all out but the goal is to ctb by end of the year.
 
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peacebenow

Too much has happened.
Apr 26, 2026
558
it is simply frustrating for many reasons I don't have the energy to go into.
 
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DeathSweetDeath

Enlightened
Nov 12, 2025
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Yes, especially when it's one of the easiest methods. And it makes people (who don't know enough about it to understand it's being misused) think it has a high failure rate.
 
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thelostautistic

Wizard
Jul 31, 2025
635
The only issue I had with SN is people making sources extremely easy to find. There was a lot of carelessness with hints. Nobody should be making sources easy to find.

Genuine question here and I don't mean it rudely but why does someone not using it bother you? Some people obtain methods but don't want to use them right away. They might be trying to stick around and having it there makes staying a bit easier because there's a way out if things don't improve.
 
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Can't CTB (yet) bc of the heat and some bs...
May 21, 2026
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I love your tag. It's kind of similar to mine - why is it so hard to CTB! I wish I had known abt SN back when you could just cop it on Amazon. Looks like we got into this at the wrong time. Wish you luck, friend. You at least got on DSL. I'm still figuring this all out but the goal is to ctb by end of the year.
Oh wow...I didn't know SN was this easy to get back then, we really did have that idea a bit too late

I'd also like to CTB soon, hopefully before my birthday in October but hey, I bet I'll be able to jump from my chosen location way before then since the temperature's the biggest hurdle as of now and I reckon that, by late August, early September, I'll be able to take the leap, hopefully sooner though lol
Good luck to you too, regardless of your chosen method!
 
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dimlight

it should not be this hard
Jun 29, 2026
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Yes, especially when it's one of the easiest methods. And it makes people (who don't know enough about it to understand it's being misused) think it has a high failure rate.
It's so simple, and yet the people who managed to snag SN just aren't doing it right. I would buy it off someone for hundreds. I need it desperately.
The only issue I had with SN is people making sources extremely easy to find. There was a lot of carelessness with hints. Nobody should be making sources easy to find.

Genuine question here and I don't mean it rudely but why does someone not using it bother you? Some people obtain methods but don't want to use them right away. They might be trying to stick around and having it there makes staying a bit easier because there's a way out if things don't improve.
You're fine. I guess because I'd do it as soon as I got the logistics of it down (the when and where). And because it's challenging and scarce to obtain it these days. You have to go down a rabbit hole of hints and pages upon pages of comments just to find a sliver of a clue and the guy who readily sourced it previously is now MIA, so seeing people just storing SN for months without use feels like a waste to people who would actually use it. I mentioned it before but it's basically just jealousy. I'm simply envious.
Oh wow...I didn't know SN was this easy to get back then, we really did have that idea a bit too late

I'd also like to CTB soon, hopefully before my birthday in October but hey, I bet I'll be able to jump from my chosen location way before then since the temperature's the biggest hurdle as of now and I reckon that, by late August, early September, I'll be able to take the leap, hopefully sooner though lol
Good luck to you too, regardless of your chosen method!
I wish you the best. Where are you located, if you don't mind me asking? I ask because you mentioned the temperature.
 
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Can't CTB (yet) bc of the heat and some bs...
May 21, 2026
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It's so simple, and yet the people who managed to snag SN just aren't doing it right. I would buy it off someone for hundreds. I need it desperately.

You're fine. I guess because I'd do it as soon as I got the logistics of it down (the when and where). And because it's challenging and scarce to obtain it these days. You have to go down a rabbit hole of hints and pages upon pages of comments just to find a sliver of a clue and the guy who readily sourced it previously is now MIA, so seeing people just storing SN for months without use feels like a waste to people who would actually use it. I mentioned it before but it's basically just jealousy. I'm simply envious.

I wish you the best. Where are you located, if you don't mind me asking? I ask because you mentioned the temperature.
France, we had, a few days ago, the highest temperature the country ever recorded in the country...
Even when it's 25°C, if I had to wait half an hour for a couple of trains, I'd feel like I'm slowly getting cooked in an oven, on top of catenaries potentially rupturing foiling my plans
 
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dimlight

it should not be this hard
Jun 29, 2026
28
France, we had, a few days ago, the highest temperature the country ever recorded in the country...
Even when it's 25°C, if I had to wait half an hour for a couple of trains, I'd feel like I'm slowly getting cooked in an oven, on top of catenaries potentially rupturing foiling my plans
Sounds rough. Sorry things aren't going your way. I despise the heat too; I'm in NYC and it's going up to 38 degrees Celcius this week.
 
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dirkw83

Student
Mar 4, 2026
151
I mean I get it, I kinda feel envious of the ppl who were able to buy nembutal back in the day. That's so sad that we can no longer access that. But I don't blame them for holding on to it and using it whenever they're ready, ofcourse you should only ctb when you are sure.
 
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HNR_

Can't CTB (yet) bc of the heat and some bs...
May 21, 2026
111
Sounds rough. Sorry things aren't going your way. I despise the heat too; I'm in NYC and it's going up to 38 degrees Celcius this week.
Oh geeeeeeez, hope you have an AC, I'd die if we had that weather here lmao

I know it's somewhat ironic to tell you to take care here but please do