Sorry for consecutive posts. Please, I need advise now and soon. I no longer want to prolong my family's dread and despair and spite on me. I wish I'd done this long ago and not given them hope that I'm going to be better
I'm unemployed, out of education, and mostly stuck at home. Need a way to devise how to get out of this. No one has ever validated me despite how successful I was and now at my lowest, they are no longer able to help or support me. And I believe I'll need even more help in the long run. I'm done being given medications that don't work. Done being pretend-listened to. Done performing to be the perfect person that I truly am not either. I am a shell of who I was, physically mentally and emotionally. There is legitimately no return. I might be young at 20 but this is the most sensible decision for me. I no longer want to be seen to be rotting like this and I am unwilling for them to be giving their resources to someone who's unable to go on anymore
I'm unemployed, out of education, and mostly stuck at home. Need a way to devise how to get out of this. No one has ever validated me despite how successful I was and now at my lowest, they are no longer able to help or support me. And I believe I'll need even more help in the long run. I'm done being given medications that don't work. Done being pretend-listened to. Done performing to be the perfect person that I truly am not either. I am a shell of who I was, physically mentally and emotionally. There is legitimately no return. I might be young at 20 but this is the most sensible decision for me. I no longer want to be seen to be rotting like this and I am unwilling for them to be giving their resources to someone who's unable to go on anymore
