Help Where can I ctb

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I'm planning on doing the citric acid + baking soda method but the only thing that's holding me back is the fear of someone finding me. I live with my parents and I'm scared they'll find me the next morning in my bathroom and then try to "save me".

How many hours will I need by myself for this method? I'm freaking out. Going outside to the woods to do my method brings me immense anxiety since I fear my SI will kick in.

 

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How does that method work?
I'd recommend finding a place no one else would go btw.

 

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The mix creates CO2, causing death