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Zamasu999

Zamasu999

New Member
Jun 1, 2026
2
As the title says im wondering whee can i buy SN, i've read the pph and i couldn't find info on where to buy it. Also im broke af and can't go anywhere without my parents knowing so if any of y'all has a good excuse i could tell them to convince them to buy me SN i'd really appreciate it.
 
Shadows From Hell

Shadows From Hell

There's someone in my head but it's not me
Oct 21, 2024
678
Unfortunately, we are not permitted to list sellers due to the fact it brings police to their door. Also, a lot of "seller" actually rip you off by either sending you worthless crap, or keep your money. You have to be very wary of anyone who offers it.

On a final note, SN seems to be getting held up at customs a lot more, with some of the buyers getting a nice visit from the police.

As for stores in your area, depending on where you live, probably won't sell unless you can prove your age, and what it is intended for.

If your parents are aware of the SN being used for suicides(from the news, radio...etc), they might be wary of buying for you anyway.

Good luck.
 
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Zamasu999

Zamasu999

New Member
Jun 1, 2026
2
Unfortunately, we are not permitted to list sellers due to the fact it brings police to their door. Also, a lot of "seller" actually rip you off by either sending you worthless crap, or keep your money. You have to be very wary of anyone who offers it.

On a final note, SN seems to be getting held up at customs a lot more, with some of the buyers getting a nice visit from the police.

As for stores in your area, depending on where you live, probably won't sell unless you can prove your age, and what it is intended for.

If your parents are aware of the SN being used for suicides(from the news, radio...etc), they might be wary of buying for you anyway.

Good luck.
thanks a lot for your reply, i also have another question not related to SN. I've been thinking about using an exit bag unfortunately i can't get my hands on helium or nitrogen on a scale of 1-10 how would u rate the peacefulness of a death by asphyxiation but without helium/nitrogen.
 
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latetoctb

Member
May 28, 2026
20
thanks a lot for your reply, i also have another question not related to SN. I've been thinking about using an exit bag unfortunately i can't get my hands on helium or nitrogen on a scale of 1-10 how would u rate the peacefulness of a death by asphyxiation but without helium/nitrogen.
I read that just the exit bag alone would be a very unpeaceful death and your SI would almost definitely make you rip the bag off at some point
 
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BirdWatcher

Member
May 17, 2026
7
Just a plastic bag over the head without inert gas causes asphyxiation panic with extreme suffering. It is generally not recommended.

As for SN, all I could ever find in my own google search was a company fom Lithuania that supposedly ships to other EU countries. No idea if that is relevant to you. It's also not cheap, since you have to buy 25 Kg of the stuff.
 
gardenoflonely

gardenoflonely

I'm ready whenever you are, God
Apr 29, 2026
99
thanks a lot for your reply, i also have another question not related to SN. I've been thinking about using an exit bag unfortunately i can't get my hands on helium or nitrogen on a scale of 1-10 how would u rate the peacefulness of a death by asphyxiation but without helium/nitrogen.
If I could rate it -1 I would. The pain and discomfort is horrible.
 
gardenoflonely

gardenoflonely

I'm ready whenever you are, God
Apr 29, 2026
99
Which gas did you try? Can you elaborate on the attempt?
No gas. The original comment said without gas. I imagine with the proper gas it should be more peaceful, I just didn't know what I was doing at the time clearly. Hence switching methods lol. It was just impulsive maybe, I didn't research it beforehand or really see the method somewhere I just grabbed anything in the moment trying to make the pain stop. But just asphyxiation by itself is horrible yeah. I don't even think it's the pain itself imo it's the amount of time. It takes too long even for those that don't panic and rip the bag off in the first couple seconds (what usually happens). It feels like you're drowning basically, a suffocating feeling, gasping, heavy chest, and a huge headache. All while panicking because your body knows it can't breathe. I didn't last long enough for this to happen, but in researching afterwards I found many times people lost consciousness and woke up multiple times back and forth all while struggling in between. It just sounds horrible and nasty idk I gave up on trying that way.
 

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