Whenever I make a mistake I have to kill myself

[Water-Lily]

Make a mistake at a job? kill myself
Hurt someones feeling? kill myself
Ruin a friendship/relationship? kill myself
Say the wrong thing and ruin the mood? kill myself
Forget to do homework? Kill myself
Drop something? Kill myself

I can't survive because I want to kill myself for everything.

 

[adam]

youthful maximalism, for the majority it passes over time.

 

[SweetDreams500]

I'm like that too
I even developed ticks that happen when I screw things up

 

[Morituri_Te_Salutant]

Same here, I wonder why I even have this problem...

 

[rs929]

I can relate. I believe we should learn just to not give a shit about everything.

 

[GarageKarate07]

Make a mistake at a job? kill myself
Hurt someones feeling? kill myself
Ruin a friendship/relationship? kill myself
Say the wrong thing and ruin the mood? kill myself
Forget to do homework? Kill myself
Drop something? Kill myself

I can't survive because I want to kill myself for everything.

Haha! I was at the casino and I walked by this machine. There were 2 guys standing "next to" the machine but not sitting in the chair which is standard for gambling and "claiming" a machine. I put my "ticket" (they dont use cash they take a money receipt in the form of a paper ticket at most casinos now) in the machine and the men got really mad at me. I looked at the machine and realised they were waiting for the guy to come give them "winnings" of about $160 USD or so. I started laughing my ads off which made them more mad and I said sorry and started to walk away. My ticket was only a dollar no big deal. The guy was sooooo mad. I just laughed at how simple of a mistake it was. He said he "needed" to give me back my money. I thought if your worried about $2 you shouldn't be at the casino but I didnt say that out loud. He started digging in his wallet and I said I dont need it. Dont worry about a buck. It was so funny. They were both so mad with their little egos. "This guy touched my machine" Lolololol! Anyway i felt kinds stupid and I get what you're saying. My point is I didn't care BECAUSE I was suicidal. So it's a little of the opposite. Such a funny story. Maybe you had to be there? They were so mad!