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divinemistress36

divinemistress36

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Still here

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I feel the same
 
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Ligottian

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Dec 19, 2021
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Both of my parents are dead. I've began to look with envy when I visit their graves.
 
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JesiBel

JesiBel

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Halfhourdays

Halfhourdays

"Everything was beautiful and nothing hurt."
Mar 14, 2025
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Agreed, and my jealousy gets worse when someone passes effortlessly and peacefully in their sleep.
 
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divinemistress36

divinemistress36

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Agreed, and my jealousy gets worse when someone passes effortlessly and peacefully in their sleep.
For real. I knew a dude who passed away in his sleep randomly at 37 years old
 
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NitrogenAfternoon

NitrogenAfternoon

Finding My Peace
Jan 20, 2025
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No. Only if they did it with intent and wanted to ctb. I have lost someone I used to be close with last year and they unexpectedly collapsed and passed away during a jog. There is nothing that made me feel that they are lucky for that situation. I've also lost another person I knew to hanging, and that was a complete different reaction. I felt happy they found their peace.
 
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opheliaoveragain

opheliaoveragain

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same DV, same 😩🫂🫶🌸💕
 
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xoxo24

xoxo24

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Oct 25, 2023
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Bro i went to funeral a few days ago and it was weird mix of feelings of me being jealous and at the same time hating how jealous i felt, it was weeeird
 
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aiyuxhan

aiyuxhan

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Mar 28, 2025
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I get jealous when someone dies :( When it's someone that was a good person, or someone who actually wanted to be alive, I get sad and wish it was me instead in their place. I don't want to be alive anymore
 
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NoMoreSanity

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Tbh, I don't feel envey, but I will say I wouldn't be against getting some incurable disease ( although I don't wish for it ). Even though it would be painful, it would save me the trouble of dying. So long as I sign a DNR, I'd be happy to have something incurable
 
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