Venting when you try to get better but life wont let you

[meltskelt]

I'm doing therapy and taking medication for depression and anxiety
I know I should not compare myself but I did and also did SH just out of frustration
I keep hoping that girl die in a terrible way
how can she achieve a higher score than mine??? Okay, having depression makes it harder for you to do anything... but even so, I'm mad
I feel ashamed
:/ Now I'm back at zero, need to study harder and harder
achieve more and more
I need to become greater
I'm going to become greater
god, I just wish to die in my sleep tonight, so tired of this life

 

[kittyloverxd]

Glad to hear that you're taking steps to try being better and it's okay if you relapse by SH all in due time as long as you're patient with yourself you will get better

I'd love to hear updates on how you're doing every week to see you get better :D

 

[meltskelt]

Glad to hear that you're taking steps to try being better and it's okay if you relapse by SH all in due time as long as you're patient with yourself you will get better

I'd love to hear updates on how you're doing every week to see you get better :D

yeah, I guess I could try writing more

 

[RadioRamen]

Self improvement is a slow journey that only you can set the pace for . Day by day my friend , find your peace