Venting When you tell people they leave or get mad

[imjustherehi]

Recently a good friend abandoned me and he cut me out of his life we were long distance bc I got drunk for New Years he decided to block me and was being distant to me lately bc I couldn't travel to him and it was hard getting the documents. I really miss him. At the moment I'm not doing much, I don't go anywhere and I was telling my mum I want to get better and do things for myself to remain hopeful and without giving me any hope she just shouted at me and said what can I do about it. Thanks so much to these people for not giving me hope when I need it. I'm always alone. She has someone. Why can't she comfort me when I was telling her. People. They do not care. I am feeling like no one likes me :( I try so much to be kind but it's never enough to others should I commit suicide for this?

 

[StarryStarry]

I've lost what family I had and all the so-called friends I had when I told them I suffered with depression. I am now alone. My depression has been killing me for years and now the loneliness is pulling the trigger. Their loss .....

 

[FuneralCry]

Only you know if you should ctb, it is a personal decision. People can be very disappointing and they can be cruel. I see it as better to stay away from them as then I cannot be hurt by them. I'm sorry you are going through this. Whatever happens, I wish you the best.