When you have no hope and nothing left to live for except pain - literal pain i mean

[Hyperbunny]

i am going to try a second sn attempt. sn tastes so gross like bleach or washing powder i dipped a finger in to taste.
uk drs have basically abandonded me because of my health condition. it causes intermittant pain.
i wish i could go back to how things were before i got ill.
my interaction wil the medical profession has only made me sick and that helps no one
i hate this
i hate fighting this every day
]i cant work
have asocial life and i just want the pain to be over.
i actually enjoy sleeping it takes me away from the suffering i have when awake
i have literally nothing left
but pain if i stay alive. still the si is so strong

 

[Tav]

What condition you have? Have you tried alternative medicine , I red cannabis is good for pain. You could take the SN in capsules to dont feel taste.

 

[rvsw]

I am bedridden with severe pain. I understand. Methadone helps a bit. Hopefully I will be dead soon

 

[FuneralCry]

Chronic health problems really are awful. The human body literally is a prison, and humans shouldn't have to suffer like this. I wish you all the best and I hope you manage to find peace. I know what its like with the survival instinct, we want to leave but the brain wants to survive. :(

 

[WornOutLife]

I'm so sorry you're going through this hell.

Send you lots of love and peace.