When I die.

[Zzzzz]

I don't have a suicide note. I have written many but I always feel like they are ultimately pointless for me to write. Because I don't feel like I have anything to say and don't think most of my wishes will be respected. People already know it's nobody's fault. Suicides are considered generally the act of an individual. Family won't be held responsible anyway. Ideally I would probably like "LOTR into the west" song to play,as I find it a consoling tune.I definitely would prefer a non religious service. I don't expect that to be respected. I'm the only non religious person in my family. I don't hate all religion, but I definitely hate the mormon cult and I find there is much to hate in Christianity in general and Islam. And IDK about Hinduism Because I'm not familiar with it. I would have no hate for religion if it wasn't so often arrogant and authoritarian, constantly seeking to force others to conform to it's beliefs or simply looking down on others who are different as morally lacking. The teachings often encourage this behavior. It also is dishonest. It refuses to acknowledge that god cannot be both all good and all powerful. I think my relatives will likely call me selfish. There is usually a lot of drama in my family. Even though there are some who would want to respect my wishes. The dominant personalities in my family tend to be the more selfish and toxic. They'll most likely take over the funeral and do whatever they want.

 

[FuneralCry]

The way I see it, whatever happens after I die is not my problem as I will no longer be existing by that point. I wish you the best with your plans, when the time comes for you to leave, I hope you find peace.

 

[Julgran]

I don't have a suicide note. I have written many but I always feel like they are ultimately pointless for me to write. Because I don't feel like I have anything to say and don't think most of my wishes will be respected. People already know it's nobody's fault. Suicides are considered generally the act of an individual. Family won't be held responsible anyway. Ideally I would probably like "LOTR into the west" song to play,as I find it a consoling tune.I definitely would prefer a non religious service. I don't expect that to be respected. I'm the only non religious person in my family. I don't hate all religion, but I definitely hate the mormon cult and I find there is much to hate in Christianity in general and Islam. And IDK about Hinduism Because I'm not familiar with it. I would have no hate for religion if it wasn't so often arrogant and authoritarian, constantly seeking to force others to conform to it's beliefs or simply looking down on others who are different as morally lacking. The teachings often encourage this behavior. It also is dishonest. It refuses to acknowledge that god cannot be both all good and all powerful. I think my relatives will likely call me selfish. There is usually a lot of drama in my family. Even though there are some who would want to respect my wishes. The dominant personalities in my family tend to be the more selfish and toxic. They'll most likely take over the funeral and do whatever they want.

I see your concern. Whatever you are planning on doing, your well-being is precious. Have a look around this community, if you like, and ask for advice.

"All we have to decide is what to do with the time that is given us." — Gandalf.

 

[Rational man]

I don't have a suicide note. I have written many but I always feel like they are ultimately pointless for me to write. Because I don't feel like I have anything to say and don't think most of my wishes will be respected. People already know it's nobody's fault. Suicides are considered generally the act of an individual. Family won't be held responsible anyway. Ideally I would probably like "LOTR into the west" song to play,as I find it a consoling tune.I definitely would prefer a non religious service. I don't expect that to be respected. I'm the only non religious person in my family. I don't hate all religion, but I definitely hate the mormon cult and I find there is much to hate in Christianity in general and Islam. And IDK about Hinduism Because I'm not familiar with it. I would have no hate for religion if it wasn't so often arrogant and authoritarian, constantly seeking to force others to conform to it's beliefs or simply looking down on others who are different as morally lacking. The teachings often encourage this behavior. It also is dishonest. It refuses to acknowledge that god cannot be both all good and all powerful. I think my relatives will likely call me selfish. There is usually a lot of drama in my family. Even though there are some who would want to respect my wishes. The dominant personalities in my family tend to be the more selfish and toxic. They'll most likely take over the funeral and do whatever they want.

Your wise and you think outside of the box. Religion is man-made and is designed to control us with fear of devine retribution if we do evil. If the omnipresent, almighty omnipotent god did exist, would god not punish the sinners.? No god doesn't because theres is NO GOD in the way humankind understands. Why do good people die of cancer?. Why.do bad people escape punishment by god ?. We live in a world filled with selfish souls, hypocrites and charlatans. The truth is we live in a chaotic, materialistic mindset of randomness. The biggest danger to humanity is humanity.

 

[Zzzzz]

Your wise and you think outside of the box. Religion is man-made and is designed to control us with fear of devine retribution if we do evil. If the omnipresent, almighty omnipotent god did exist, would god not punish the sinners.? No god doesn't because theres is NO GOD in the way humankind understands. Why do good people die of cancer?. Why.do bad people escape punishment by god ?. We live in a world filled with selfish souls, hypocrites and charlatans. The truth is we live in a chaotic, materialistic mindset of randomness. The biggest danger to humanity is humanity.

Thank you. Indeed religion is man-made. It's simply the literal truth. Men wrote the books, built the temples and cathedrals. Even if there was a god, there's no evidence that it founded a particular religion.