What’s the one thing you look forward to every day/week/month etc?

[Cant go back]

I understand we are dealing with our own situations but is there anything you actually look forward to? No matter how mundane or weird?

Mine is when I lay in bed before I go to sleep. It's the only time I have alone and I cherish it.

 

[motel rooms]

Porn & sex with other losers & porn

 

[newave3]

Severe depression prevents me from looking forward to anything while I am awake. Sleeping is the only thing I like and dreaming is the best. I feel more alive while I am dreaming than any other time. Even if the dream is strange and crazy (most dreams are)....I love it.

 

[Sans]

Hmm... meals. I'm going on a self imposed diet, so I can at least be healthy should I find some reason to live on and enjoy life, but it's not easy. Makes me look forward to meal time, since most days I'm just eating three meals.

 

[Brave_heart]

I understand we are dealing with our own situations but is there anything you actually look forward to? No matter how mundane or weird?

Mine is when I lay in bed before I go to sleep. It's the only time I have alone and I cherish it.

My kids and when they're asleep. I enjoy the peace when they're asleep.. I'm able to stop faking a smile and exist as myself. No labels, just me and I'm free to listen to music that isn't abc's, watch something other than cartoons and just vibe.

Severe depression prevents me from looking forward to anything while I am awake. Sleeping is the only thing I like and dreaming is the best. I feel more alive while I am dreaming than any other time. Even if the dream is strange and crazy (most dreams are)....I love it.

I wish I could dream.

Hmm... meals. I'm going on a self imposed diet, so I can at least be healthy should I find some reason to live on and enjoy life, but it's not easy. Makes me look forward to meal time, since most days I'm just eating three meals.

I need to diet as well. I've been looking into intermittent fasting and a calorie deficit lifestyle.

 

[newave3]

I wish I could dream.

It's all the benzodiazepines and antidepressants I take that put me to sleep, keep me asleep and help me dream. Without them, I would be awake most of the time and rarely sleep.

 

[Brave_heart]

It's the all the benzodiazepines and antidepressants I take that put me to sleep, keep me asleep and help me dream. Without them, I would be awake most of the time and rarely sleep.

IG that's my problem..lack of sleep. I miss when I was younger and took naps in school. Not a care in the world, but as long as I was good I was rewarded with naptime in the teepee.

Maybe I need a teepee

 

[Huntfish34]

I guess this is pretty fucked off But..... I mainly look forward to getting off work and enjoying numerous substances to numb and sedate myself from this all encompassing Nightmare we call.. Life.

 

[Brave_heart]

I guess this is pretty fucked off But..... I mainly look forward to getting off work and enjoying numerous substances to numb and sedate myself from this all encompassing Nightmare we call.. Life.

I'm sorry life has been so cruel to you. Glass half full though, right?

 

[motel rooms]

I was rewarded with naptime in the teepee.
Maybe I need a teepee

I need a permanent nap

 

[heraclitus23]

That this might be the month. Each morning I plan and think about how I want to go.

 

[Brave_heart]

That this might be the month. Each morning I plan and think about how I want to go.

I keep thinking about July. I'm ready for fireworks! Everyone here stocks up all of June in preparation. Are fireworks a thing in July for you, too?

I like them because they remind me of my Dad.. I miss him.

 

[Bigpink]

Stuffing my face, wine, guitar

 

[Dear Agony]

Eating. Unfortunately I'm bulimic though... but the happiness I feel when eating is real lol

 

[Pharmaruined]

I like shooting pool once a week.. I was ready to quit for the last few years because my arm would tremor/shake as I held the cue.. my league ranking suffered quite a bit . Lost alot of matches I should have won.. i was so miserable about it

thankfully the tremors have subsided about 80 percent and I'm almost back to form..

still sucks my libido is weak af. I had an opportunity to get with one of the most smokin hot waitresses I've seen in years.. she has a boyfriend now..

I pray every day that my libido comes back, but its been 10 years and I'm getting a lil older now.. so idk.. what a wasted life..

 

[Brave_heart]

I like shooting pool once a week.. I was ready to quit for the last few years because my arm would tremor/shake as I held the cue.. my league ranking suffered quite a bit . Lost alot of matches I should have won.. i was so miserable about it

thankfully the tremors have subsided about 80 percent and I'm almost back to form..

still sucks my libido is weak af. I had an opportunity to get with one of the most smokin hot waitresses I've seen in years.. she has a boyfriend now..

I pray every day that my libido comes back, but its been 10 years and I'm getting a lil older now.. so idk.. what a wasted life..

I'm sorry you feel like your life is wasted. That's awesome your tremors have subsided. I suck at pool and embarass anyone I'm with when I attempt to play. So kudos to you on getting your form back.

Maybe try some natural remedies for your libido issues.. I hope you find another hot waitress or someone that makes all your worries go away and loves you beyond belief. Good vibes your way!

 

[Pharmaruined]

My kids and when they're asleep. I enjoy the peace when they're asleep.. I'm able to stop faking a smile and exist as myself. No labels, just me and I'm free to listen to music that isn't abc's, watch something other than cartoons and just vibe.

I wish I could dream.

I need to diet as well. I've been looking into intermittent fasting and a calorie deficit lifestyle.

These things help ALOT.. not as strong as a clinic , but pretty damn close.. just make sure u drink alot of water after treatment, and maybe take a quick walk.. helps flush the fat faster..

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[Brave_heart]

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Thank you for this share!!! I am all for stuff like this! You rock!

 

[Pharmaruined]

I'm sorry you feel like your life is wasted. That's awesome your tremors have subsided. I suck at pool and embarass anyone I'm with when I attempt to play. So kudos to you on getting your form back.

Maybe try some natural remedies for your libido issues.. I hope you find another hot waitress or someone that makes all your worries go away and loves you beyond belief. Good vibes your way!

Thanks, I've tried everything.. I have cupboards and bags full of supplements I've tried on numerous occasions..

I've spent my entire life savings on alternative treatments with minimal, short term success.. it wasn't just libido, I was fighting for my life when my immune system crashed initially from the drug.

I've come a long way, but yes the one thing I wanted most was to feel like a man again.. not just for sex, but "drive" in general.. but that stays elusive.

I appreciate your well wishes.. means alot.

Thank you for this share!!! I am all for stuff like this! You rock!

I've been using mine alot lately.. my mom lost her cat and now she want me to come over all the time for meals.. It works.!

I'm getting her a new kitten tomorrow though.. I hope she's ready or I'm gonna have to join a fat farm.

 

[LifeQuitter2018]

Sleep & computer games.

 

[Brave_heart]

Thanks, I've tried everything.. I have cupboards and bags full of supplements I've tried on numerous occasions..

I've spent my entire life savings on alternative treatments with minimal, short term success.. it wasn't just libido, I was fighting for my life when my immune system crashed initially from the drug.

I've come a long way, but yes the one thing I wanted most was to feel like a man again.. not just for sex, but "drive" in general.. but that stays elusive.

I appreciate your well wishes.. means alot.

I've been using mine alot lately.. my mom lost her cat and now she want me to come over all the time for meals.. It works.!

I'm getting her a new kitten tomorrow though.. I hope she's ready or I'm gonna have to join a fat farm.

I'm sorry you've lost your drive.. I wish I knew of a quick fix for you but it seems like you've tried many things, maybe one will click for you sooner rather than later. I'll keep my fingers crossed for you and all the positive vibes I can send.

Oh gosh! I'm sorry your mom lost her cat! I lost my precious kitty several years back and never had the heart to replace her. Cats are such jerks at times but gah they're the best! I hope your mom likes her new cat.

And no fat farm for you! You have the magic machine! Just up the water :) I'm sure your mom is thankful to have you around helping her get over the loss. You're very thoughtful

 

[Hurt]

I'm severely depressed so the only thing I do is to sleep and wish to die when I'm awake. My life is not interesting. Boring and sad.

 

[everydayiloveyou]

I love Mondays, especially during the school year. They're a fresh start with a new list of things to do. It's a chance to forget whatever happened the last week and live differently yet similarly.

also I look forward to Christmas every year! And the days when my favorite webtoons update with a new chapter.

 

[FuneralCry]

I look forward to going to sleep. It is a break from existing, and it is like death in a way only you wake up, but unfortunately sometimes the tinnitus gets in the way of that.

 

[Symbiote]

Sleep and computer game time.

 

[heraclitus23]

I keep thinking about July. I'm ready for fireworks! Everyone here stocks up all of June in preparation. Are fireworks a thing in July for you, too?

I like them because they remind me of my Dad.. I miss him.

We have fireworks in November. Fireworks in July remind me of Bordeaux, and that hurts.

 

[Meditation guide]

Things I look forward to are:
shrimp salad.

 

[motel rooms]

Things I look forward to are:
shrimp salad.

Sorry!

 

[Meditation guide]

Sorry!

 

[onthelastday]

to die…