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monetpompo

monetpompo

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Apr 21, 2025
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i'm thinking about what i'm going to do with my phone, since the last thing i have to do is call an uber and schedule my goodbye email to send a day later. i'll most likely have to keep it on me while i'm ctbing, but if i survive the attempt i'll need it to be able to go back home. i have a lot of stuff on my laptop but mostly my games and music. i guess i'm still attached to it even though i'm actively planning my suicide. i figure that my sister can sell my laptop for some money if i leave it at home, since it works pretty well. will it be easy to delete your data?
 
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Grog

Grog

Be good to yourself.
Jun 3, 2025
157
Well, I'd probably make sure to wipe my iPhone so no one could read my journal or have access to my Chat GPT, or look at my photos, etc. Nothing criminal — it's just personal stuff. I'd probably just give my computer to my friend; he'd love a better gaming rig.

But lately, I feel slightly better and don't feel actively suicidal~ 🙂
 
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madwoman8

Member
May 7, 2025
39
I am planning on deleting anything on either that I won't need or don't want anyone to find. Like I had an audio journal, deleted my entries. I'll definitely clear my history and get out of everything and wouldn't leave this site up. But I want my phone to be of use for someone helping with my affairs. Like I plan on having pictures saved I like of me. I want someone to be able to get into my Instagram bc I'm thinking about drafting a final post that they can then post for me. On my laptop, I have all info for someone to take over my affairs so they'd need that. And I don't want anyone to access like they'd have to have my password. So I'm going to delete everything except necessary to help others close out my affairs and such. All my contacts are in there & I might even record a goodbye memo. And also yeah, if my attempt fails or I back out, I want both my phone and computer in working order with the essentials I'd still need to use. When others are done with my personal stuff on there, they can reset to factory and resell. People can Google easily how to do that.
 
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Shadows From Hell

Shadows From Hell

The one who has lost a lot, fears nothing.
Oct 21, 2024
408
I have 2 phones, this one is the one I have no choice but to crush it and burn it to ashes.

In case I survive, I'll still have my other one, which I only use for music and games, and other dumb shit I look up.
 
myriapoda

myriapoda

happy birthday!
Jun 24, 2025
10
huh, never thought about that. maybe with my phone i'll wipe it since there isn't anything sentimental on there besides some art and writing. save it on a drive just it case whatever plan i choose doesn't work, and so no one doesn't look through my phone to find my socials or me on this forum. my mother will most likely keep my phone regardless of what i want or do

i'd need to return my school issued laptop, to save my mother some of the hassle. my personal chromebook on the other hand— it's pretty old (~ 7 years), it won't sell for much and nor do i have anyone close to give it too besides maybe a friend. but they already have their own stuff, maybe donate it library or give it to said friend. if i do sell it, i might as well get something else useful with the money and ship some retro pc case to a different online friend who into that.

there's a lot of data on it, it'll be a bit hard -emotionally- seeing it go if i don't back it up on a drive even though it'd be pretty pointless.

i have this pen tablet and another friend who's been getting into art. ha! i still remembering him getting frustrated about how to draw with it. a little insensitive to do that to them (all of them) but i hope they're able to get over it.
 
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bl33ding_heart

bl33ding_heart

Member
Jun 24, 2025
39
I would delete all of the personal things I don't want anyone to see, leave my devices out and write the password to them on a small note. Then I would leave a note probably in my phone for my family to find stating my wishes with what I want done to my body after I die, I wouldn't want a funeral. I would want to just be cremated and disposed off like dust.
 
starboy2k

starboy2k

the only thing I can do right….is be a burden
May 21, 2025
95
Delete everything, and drop it down a sewer grate.
 
hedezev4

hedezev4

Member
May 29, 2025
28
I have a PC and phones. I will delete everything unnecessary — screenshots, adult videos, browser history, passwords for Discord and for the email for this site. I will leave the PIN codes for my devices so they can be found. I basically have nothing to hide that would require destroying data storage, so I decided to leave almost everything untouched.

On the desktop, I will leave a document with instructions on where to find passwords, which accounts are valuable — Steam, Epic Games, Minecraft, maybe a site where I watch movies/series. Maybe suicide notes and video files where I write notes by hand (I will have several letters for different purposes: for the police, to distract attention, for what to do next). This is so that my case isn't investigated with attempts to find a culprit. So that it's clear I am doing everything myself and no one is forcing me.
 
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Dejected 55

Specialist
May 7, 2025
360
I don't care what happens to any of my stuff, phone, or computer. It will be as it is the last time I use it before I die. My phone will be with me so I can listen to music and look at photos of the woman I love while I'm going. Whoever finds me will find that too. Although, if it takes months for anyone to find me, my phone will be discharged by then.
 
ad astra

ad astra

I go on my own time, not society's.
Jul 27, 2024
17
I'd personally delete pretty much everything aside from what I'd be okay with family seeing post mortem, and then completely unlock my devices after that so they don't need a password to be useable. As for social media, many platforms now have scheduled posts, so I could just pre-schedule a goodbye post to be the day or so after the CTB has had more than enough time to be sucessfully finished.
 
soledad.virgen

soledad.virgen

call me sol
Dec 1, 2020
157
probably gonna set my phone up for the perfect shot for my ctb livestream. no me walking off screen for the actual jump or whatever, no bad lighting, 1080p minimum, me thinks it would be cool... or not idk
 
Alexandra0

Alexandra0

Don't Fear the Reaper
Sep 30, 2023
407
I will put the phone on charge and turn off the sound. My two laptops will just lie in the closet. Since I will need a computer desk to place everything necessary for the SN method there. I will clean the laptop and phone in advance
 
Doll Steak

Doll Steak

Member
May 31, 2025
54
I would probably wipe everything off it except for things that I would want my family to keep or see.
 
Rynalia

Rynalia

Who even am I?
Apr 22, 2025
212
I won't even bother with cleaning anything.

I don't care if people find everything out about me. I already told them and gave them hints.

If it takes actual physical evidence through my belongings and digital footprint for them to realize how fucked up I've been and why I'm even gone in the first place, I'll be rolling in my figurative grave.
 
Pluto

Pluto

Cat Extremist
Dec 27, 2020
5,099
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HumanoidMonster

HumanoidMonster

Chained Soul wandering this cursed plane
Jun 19, 2025
87
I'll remove any emails or data connected to this website both on my phone and computer. I'll just keep my phone on me and have my computer be powered on with my note opened
 
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Higurashi415

Higurashi415

Experienced
Aug 23, 2024
218
There isn't much I do privately that I secretly want other people to know... otherwise I wouldn't keep it private.
Full wipe.
 
tsumihoroboshi

tsumihoroboshi

Lost Impact
Oct 31, 2023
212
OH! I have thought about this literally SO much, because I don't want anyone implicated in my death nor do I want some kind of investigation and electronics is the first they can check. I've been told by friends in related business that if it's an obvious clear-cut case from CTB, then they won't usually investigate further, but I do worry a lot still. I plan to delete anything mildly incriminating, as I don't want anyone blamed for my death from friends or search methods.
 
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Forveleth

I knew I forgot to do something when I was 15...
Mar 26, 2024
2,215
I am leaving it all there. I will be dead. I will care.
 
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