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deepocean

deepocean

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Aug 19, 2024
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What do people do when they've lost everything they could even think of ... ?
 
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Ladyybugged

Ladyybugged

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Oct 21, 2025
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i don't know about people, but all i did was decide i'll ctb by the end of this month, ended up gathering all the equipment that i'll need, and now i'm just a day away from my planned date.
 
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itsgone2

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Sep 21, 2025
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i don't know about people, but all i did was decide i'll ctb by the end of this month, ended up gathering all the equipment that i'll need, and now i'm just a day away from my planned date.
Sorry if this sounds rude, but are you confident in this? I think every weekend is the weekend then it never happens. But many on here saying this coming weekend.
 
woodlandcreature

woodlandcreature

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Apr 3, 2024
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i don't know about people, but all i did was decide i'll ctb by the end of this month, ended up gathering all the equipment that i'll need, and now i'm just a day away from my planned date.
Wishing you peace.
 
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monetpompo

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Apr 21, 2025
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They have one of two options, really, I think.
  • Die.
  • Don't die.
    Neither option is easy; both take a lot of strength and courage, and both options will end in the same death, just on a different timeline.

there's a terrible ache inside when you only have 2 real choices. the second one isn't even really a choice, since you can want to do the first one so badly but just be too afraid of it. because of your genes and your brain forcing you to be afraid of it. people have the choice to do it every single day, but it's never easy. even if you try to avoid your urge to eat and drink water you'll eventually have to eat something, since it's impossible to die from just starvation.
 

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