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“I’ve been digging my own grave for years”
- May 21, 2025
- 622
Tonight, I feel like promoting a little selfishness for the SASU gang, because why the fuck not?
Maybe not everyone can relate, but I know some of you can. Your family, friends, or whoever—they don't genuinely care about your well-being like you hope they do.
They've already done everything they can to keep their distance because, in their eyes, you don't handle your demons well enough for their "normal" standards. Fuck 'em.
It's sad that suicidal people are conditioned to care so much about people who would turn their backs on them the second they're no longer useful. They'd leave so fast the wind from them turning around could blow a damn school bus over.
Why are we so forgiving?
Why do we constantly beat ourselves up?
Why is it that when we isolate ourselves because we don't want to bring everyone down, we're labeled attention seekers—but when "normal" people isolate themselves from people like us, they're praised for setting boundaries and protecting their peace from "broken people," as if we ever had that much control over their lives in the first place?
After all. Self Isolation and Boundary Setting in the name of creating distance is literally the same fucking flavor of "avoidance".
They've already washed their hands of you, and you know it. You have every right to hate it, ignore it, or even find peace with it.
Funny how they expect you to fix problems they probably helped create—all from a safe distance. But somehow, they never needed that distance when they were close enough to hurt you. That's the hypocrisy.
Maybe not everyone can relate, but I know some of you can. Your family, friends, or whoever—they don't genuinely care about your well-being like you hope they do.
They've already done everything they can to keep their distance because, in their eyes, you don't handle your demons well enough for their "normal" standards. Fuck 'em.
It's sad that suicidal people are conditioned to care so much about people who would turn their backs on them the second they're no longer useful. They'd leave so fast the wind from them turning around could blow a damn school bus over.
Why are we so forgiving?
Why do we constantly beat ourselves up?
Why is it that when we isolate ourselves because we don't want to bring everyone down, we're labeled attention seekers—but when "normal" people isolate themselves from people like us, they're praised for setting boundaries and protecting their peace from "broken people," as if we ever had that much control over their lives in the first place?
After all. Self Isolation and Boundary Setting in the name of creating distance is literally the same fucking flavor of "avoidance".
They've already washed their hands of you, and you know it. You have every right to hate it, ignore it, or even find peace with it.
Funny how they expect you to fix problems they probably helped create—all from a safe distance. But somehow, they never needed that distance when they were close enough to hurt you. That's the hypocrisy.
