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Akerblad

Akerblad

Dead inside but still horny
Jun 16, 2021
61
i often imagine myself having conversations with no one about themes that i find interesting
 
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Al Cappella

Al Cappella

Are we there yet?
Feb 2, 2022
888
I sometimes do that too. I read here a lot, and watch YT videos about planes and cosmology. It helps a bit…
 
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Arvinneedstodie

Arvinneedstodie

Existing is not living
Sep 17, 2018
203
That's exactly what I do. I can have intense conversation or even debates and arguments for hours about very specific things. The only person I talk to regularly is my therapist, so nowadays I always have internal conversations with her in my mind whenever something pops up. Then when I do get to talk to her I feel like I have nothing to say cuz I have said it all...
 
Darkover

Darkover

Archangel
Jul 29, 2021
5,648
imagine i'm an immortal being with god like powers create all kinds of things with maths that computers could never run cause there to slow but i build models of AI systems that can function like a human being but with far superior intelligence then any human being just imagine all the things i'd like to create like creating all possible images with a given height and width and number of colours somewhere in there, there's a picture of me with every person on the planet and imagine my self with any woman or person
 
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notsure04

Member
Feb 1, 2021
31
I go on omegle and message random people. sometimes I end up making the mistake of exchanging socials as if it would last, it never does haha its fun.
 
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HappyForever?

Love from the deepest dream
Feb 14, 2021
325
Imagine going to somewhere beautiful with her, hugging and holding hands.
That or fantasizing about suicide.
 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,621
I do not get lonely, I would prefer to be alone than be around people, overall I cannot stand people and I need to be on my own. However there is an emptiness that I feel at all times that nothing can ever fill. I know I am not meant for this world and I do not belong here. I try to distract myself, but all I am doing is waiting around for sleep. Nothing helps me or makes me feel better. Nothing would take away the pain of living. Death is the only thing that would ever end my suffering.
 
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Chiisai

Chiisai

To infinity and beyond!
Sep 1, 2021
754
I sometimes do that too. I read here a lot, and watch YT videos about planes and cosmology. It helps a bit…
Same 😁 but I try not to care too much of feeling lonely because I know it wont matter once I leave. 😊
 
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MrBlue

MrBlue

Arcanist
Jul 1, 2020
416
I daydream alot, probably an unhealthy amount tbh
 
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fox_wannabe

fox_wannabe

Enlightened
Jul 7, 2021
1,112
I daydream alot, probably an unhealthy amount tbh
I love daydreaming. I talk with people on discord and here. Draw stuff. Lay on my bed.
 
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Crazy4u

Crazy4u

Enlightened
Sep 29, 2021
1,318
daydreaming and binge eating
 
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CatTheBus5689

CatTheBus5689

Member
Jun 22, 2021
76
Lay in bed, fantasize about a life I wouldn't think of Becki gmyself in, and if it's really bad I practice with some rope.
 
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