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jisatsu88

jisatsu88

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Aug 22, 2024
51
idk what I would do
 
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Leonard_Bangley39

Leonard_Bangley39

I am a rock. I am an island
Nov 6, 2025
358
i planned on ctb'ing back in December and spent all my money on a month long vacation to Japan. shit was nice
 
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tonicer

tonicer

Arcanist
Nov 13, 2025
413
I think i would also travel to Japan and donate the rest to the dog shelter in my town. The only problem is i am broke.
 
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divinemistress87

divinemistress87

Angelic
Jan 1, 2024
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I have a special needs trust so it will probably go to medicaid and then family
 
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3rdworldsadness

3rdworldsadness

Can you ever stop the suffering?
Dec 22, 2024
244
Bold of you to assume I got any money. poverty is one of the reasons, my ctb.
 
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Chris6666

Member
Jun 11, 2026
44
I will do the best of one night...
Rent a luxuriy apartment in an expensive hotel an get an escort girl over night.
Call me old, but that's the last night for me...
The rest (not even so less (XXX.XXX,XX)) will get my parents.
My father did a lot of things for me in past time.
Wish, we could talk together again, but not possible...
 
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ruhyytey5o86

ruhyytey5o86

Member
Jun 18, 2026
23
Just leaving it in the accounts I already set it up in. There isn't anything I want to do with it and I'm content with leaving it to family once they go through the legal process of taking it for themselves.
 
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Forveleth

I knew I forgot to do something when I was 15...
Mar 26, 2024
4,568
I have beneficiaries declared for all of my accounts. When I die my money will go to the appropriate people.
 
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darksouls

darksouls

Illuminated
May 10, 2025
3,842
I would invite my friends and ask what they would like,
maybe a good buffet,
delicious food and drinks,
but I have no friends and no money either,
I will die alone and in poverty
 
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Bunabelldearest

Bunabelldearest

Internet angel ŕ»’ę’±
Jun 21, 2026
24
Spend it all on my family and friends. Get them stuff I know they'll like to remember me by.
 
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BradGuy123

Arcanist
Jul 6, 2025
456
I wouldn't spend all my money in case I failed. I'd be screwed. I might take a trip or something before. Then I'd have a will so that money would go to whatever people or charities I wanted.
 
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ravendrops

Member
Apr 5, 2026
69
I'm beyond broke and can't imagine how I would earn anything before I'm gone. If I had something I would leave it to my kids.
 
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restingplace

restingplace

Student
Mar 7, 2024
183
This is quite uncommon I think, but I've just been spending it all on whatever I want. Anything for that short dopamine spike. Also just because I can and I don't really have anything to lose. Anything I do have saved I'll give to my mum.
 
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da5ae5ae

da5ae5ae

Every existing thing is impermanent
Jun 9, 2026
41
I don't have a lot. I'm on the unemployment benefit. What I do have I will tell them to use for cremation costs. I need to send my old housemate money so they can get rid of my things that I left in their shed before moving back to NZ. I will also pay for the hotel on my final day. Other than that I like to buy yummy snacks and my normal foods that I eat. The main source of dopamine for me. I've even tried starting to use up body products to avoid having to buy new ones lol
 

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