Help Please help! Progressive illness

[0dysseus]

Look, I have this autoimmune torturous disease, which is already insufferable and I want to CTB it any time now; I also would really prefer SN to hanging because if suffered through life, I think it would be reasonable to go out peacefully.

But sniffing leads of sourcing it here is almosy impossible. What do you guys recommend me doing?

Sorry if I broke any rules.

 

[0dysseus]

Bump

 

[DeathSweetDeath]

Ok, but those aren't your only options.

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sanctioned-suicide.net

 

[NoFear]

What autoimmune disease if I may ask?

 

[FF777]

i'm not necessarily recommending any thing here because i really don't know much about all the options, and not sure what is best and what isn't, and also i generally recommend people not CTB unless they absolutely have to and have no choice....
... and, this is completely unrelated but, in about approximately a week from now i'm planning on doing a hydrogen sulfide method because the ingredients are easy to source, at least where i am they are.. Not sure why that method isn't on the Resouce Compilation..

 

[DeathSweetDeath]

i'm not necessarily recommending any thing here because i really don't know much about all the options, and not sure what is best and what isn't, and also i generally recommend people not CTB unless they absolutely have to and have no choice....
... and, this is completely unrelated but, in about approximately a week from now i'm planning on doing a hydrogen sulfide method because the ingredients are easy to source, at least where i am they are.. Not sure why that method isn't on the Resouce Compilation..

Tell us more?

 

[FF777]

Tell us more?

we aren't really supposed to describe methods are we?.. there is information out there..

but maybe i live some where that is around 250 years old..

and maybe i have some bonsai trees i take care of and i want to bleach them soon so i probably need to order some lime sulfur (AKA calcium polysulfide) from one of the bonsai tree stores from the internet, but probably not too much at once so it isn't too suspicious, so i might space out my purchases by a couple/few months until i have enough of my 29% lime sulfur that i need to bleach my bonsai trees with.. i never do any thing suspicious, i just have tons of bonsai trees because i love them so much and so i need a lot of lime sulfur, like maybe 500-1000 ml of it total..

and then maybe my swimming pool needs to be cleaned here soon, so i need to go to a local swimming pool store (or maybe i'll end up going to a hardware store if they have what i need) and get some hydrochloric acid here soon.. of course i should call it "muriatic acid" when i ask for it since that's what pool people like me usually call it; it might raise suspicion if i call it hydrochloric acid.. most times they don't keep it in the front, so i'll have to ask a person at the counter if they have any muriatic acid.. they might ask me if i need 1 gallon or 2 gallons.. either of those is going to be way more than enough to clean my pool.. the active ingredient (hydrochloric acid) in it will probably be around 33%..
also while i'm at the pool store i might buy some high-quality goggles like Speedo brand that can make a good air-tight seal around my eyeballs because i don't want any fumes from the acid to burn my eyes while i'm trying to clean my swimming pool..

welp have a nice day guys...... i sure hope i don't accidentally spill equal amounts of each of those 2 liquids in to a bucket while locked inside of a small confined fairly-air-tight space such as a car or small bathroom while wearing my goggles, because that might accidentally produce some thing bad that might be so freakishly toxic that it knocks me out in 1 or 2 breaths and then i'm just laying their unconscious and probably unalived in a few minutes after that.. that would be really bad so i really need to be careful..

welp i'm going to go for a refreshing swim now in my outdoor pool surrounded by all my beautiful bonsai trees in my garden.. really living the dream here.. take care guys..

 

[Ikkuna]

I'd like to know the disease

 

[0dysseus]

What autoimmune disease if I may ask?

Refractory MG

I'd like to know the disease

Refractory MG

i'm not necessarily recommending any thing here because i really don't know much about all the options, and not sure what is best and what isn't, and also i generally recommend people not CTB unless they absolutely have to and have no choice....
... and, this is completely unrelated but, in about approximately a week from now i'm planning on doing a hydrogen sulfide method because the ingredients are easy to source, at least where i am they are.. Not sure why that method isn't on the Resouce Compilation..

Nope want something that a large sum of people have tried, and succeeded in doing, and is easy to execute.

we aren't really supposed to describe methods are we?.. there is information out there..

but maybe i live some where that is around 250 years old..

and maybe i have some bonsai trees i take care of and i want to bleach them soon so i probably need to order some lime sulfur (AKA calcium polysulfide) from one of the bonsai tree stores from the internet, but probably not too much at once so it isn't too suspicious, so i might space out my purchases by a couple/few months until i have enough of my 29% lime sulfur that i need to bleach my bonsai trees with.. i never do any thing suspicious, i just have tons of bonsai trees because i love them so much and so i need a lot of lime sulfur, like maybe 500-1000 ml of it total..

and then maybe my swimming pool needs to be cleaned here soon, so i need to go to a local swimming pool store (or maybe i'll end up going to a hardware store if they have what i need) and get some hydrochloric acid here soon.. of course i should call it "muriatic acid" when i ask for it since that's what pool people like me usually call it; it might raise suspicion if i call it hydrochloric acid.. most times they don't keep it in the front, so i'll have to ask a person at the counter if they have any muriatic acid.. they might ask me if i need 1 gallon or 2 gallons.. either of those is going to be way more than enough to clean my pool.. the active ingredient (hydrochloric acid) in it will probably be around 33%..
also while i'm at the pool store i might buy some high-quality goggles like Speedo brand that can make a good air-tight seal around my eyeballs because i don't want any fumes from the acid to burn my eyes while i'm trying to clean my swimming pool..

welp have a nice day guys...... i sure hope i don't accidentally spill equal amounts of each of those 2 liquids in to a bucket while locked inside of a small confined fairly-air-tight space such as a car or small bathroom while wearing my goggles, because that might accidentally produce some thing bad that might be so freakishly toxic that it knocks me out in 1 or 2 breaths and then i'm just laying their unconscious and probably unalived in a few minutes after that.. that would be really bad so i really need to be careful..

welp i'm going to go for a refreshing swim now in my outdoor pool surrounded by all my beautiful bonsai trees in my garden.. really living the dream here.. take care guys..

Yes I wonder why it isn't in the resources...Sounds like Breaking Bad meets CTB

 

[the_sugar_buzz]

we aren't really supposed to describe methods are we?.. there is information out there..

but maybe i live some where that is around 250 years old..

and maybe i have some bonsai trees i take care of and i want to bleach them soon so i probably need to order some lime sulfur (AKA calcium polysulfide) from one of the bonsai tree stores from the internet, but probably not too much at once so it isn't too suspicious, so i might space out my purchases by a couple/few months until i have enough of my 29% lime sulfur that i need to bleach my bonsai trees with.. i never do any thing suspicious, i just have tons of bonsai trees because i love them so much and so i need a lot of lime sulfur, like maybe 500-1000 ml of it total..

and then maybe my swimming pool needs to be cleaned here soon, so i need to go to a local swimming pool store (or maybe i'll end up going to a hardware store if they have what i need) and get some hydrochloric acid here soon.. of course i should call it "muriatic acid" when i ask for it since that's what pool people like me usually call it; it might raise suspicion if i call it hydrochloric acid.. most times they don't keep it in the front, so i'll have to ask a person at the counter if they have any muriatic acid.. they might ask me if i need 1 gallon or 2 gallons.. either of those is going to be way more than enough to clean my pool.. the active ingredient (hydrochloric acid) in it will probably be around 33%..
also while i'm at the pool store i might buy some high-quality goggles like Speedo brand that can make a good air-tight seal around my eyeballs because i don't want any fumes from the acid to burn my eyes while i'm trying to clean my swimming pool..

welp have a nice day guys...... i sure hope i don't accidentally spill equal amounts of each of those 2 liquids in to a bucket while locked inside of a small confined fairly-air-tight space such as a car or small bathroom while wearing my goggles, because that might accidentally produce some thing bad that might be so freakishly toxic that it knocks me out in 1 or 2 breaths and then i'm just laying their unconscious and probably unalived in a few minutes after that.. that would be really bad so i really need to be careful..

welp i'm going to go for a refreshing swim now in my outdoor pool surrounded by all my beautiful bonsai trees in my garden.. really living the dream here.. take care guys..

I am just figuring this out and I have bonide sulfur and toilet bowl cleaner but I need more