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wine is fine but

whiskey's quicker
Jul 26, 2025
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Yikes, I'm not going to watch since I don't think I can handle that, but yeah I think black vomit is a sign of a GI bleed? Hopefully that was just from the alcochol and not the SN
it seemed to be red wine coming straight back up
 
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9mmisglutenfree

9mmisglutenfree

I’m starving, might eat some lead.
May 24, 2025
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If you want to see the video for yourself google "Joe Winko sodium nitrite". He ingested SN last August and he recorded his entire process.
I would have posted the video link here, but maybe that goes against the forum's rules.
what was in the container he connected to the mask? first few pages of the DR page that came up didn't say. (thats all i felt like searching)
 
Shiitake

Shiitake

Student
Nov 29, 2025
119
Yikes, I'm not going to watch since I don't think I can handle that, but yeah I think black vomit is a sign of a GI bleed? Hopefully that was just from the alcochol and not the SN
idk probably alcohol
 
Macedonian1987

Macedonian1987

Just a sad guy from Macedonia.
Oct 22, 2025
880
what was in the container he connected to the mask? first few pages of the DR page that came up didn't say. (thats all i felt like searching)
I searched everywhere to find out what was inside that container and i never did found out.
 
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AnonymousL

AnonymousL

Arcanist
Apr 5, 2023
443
from research this is what i found
Once consumed, immediately relax on a bed, couch or reclining chair. There is no way to predict for an individual when the effects will start to happen. The SN will give you low blood pressure and fainting is a common occurrence. This is a good thing as you are now unconscious and will feel nothing.

If you are not able to get antiemetics or benzodiazepines it doesn't mean SN is not going work because you can take SN without those medications as SN is the one going to kill you. Those medications help you with nausea, vomiting, anxiety and other symptoms which are connected to the SN consumption.

  • What happens after I drink SN?

The answer to this varies from person to person. I will try and answer them in order of how it might happen.

Nausea

This is probably the most common symptom. Nausea can happen for a number of reasons.

The taste alone may be horrible and cause a gag reaction.

Natural body reaction to recognising a toxin in your body (think about if you have had an excess of alcohol)

Anxiety can produce nausea. People who do public performances often feel sick in their stomach before going out on stage.

When vomiting, two things will happen. Retching will either bring up stomach mucus which is a clear sticky substance or bring up the SN liquid. The reason why it is advised to use as little water as possible is that you can make a personal assessment whether you brought it all up. People make 3 glasses of the SN solution to drink some more if they feel they have brought too much up. People have achieved ctb after vomiting so it is not an automatic failure.

Tachycardia

You might start to feel your heart beating faster. This is the body responding to the knowledge that less oxygen is in the blood. It tries to compensate by moving the blood quicker around your body. This is a sensation and comes with no pain, but it may make you feel anxious.

Heavy breathing

The same as tachycardia, the body needs more oxygen so it will send instructions to your lungs to get more air. No pain but could make you anxious.

Dizzy and drowsy

The brain responds to the lack of oxygen by shutting down. This will cause drowsiness and perhaps dizziness. This is a good indicator that you will be unconscious soon. Make sure you are seated or horizontal on bed or couch. This is when you really know it is working.

Unconscious

This may take up to 20 minutes to happen from drinking the SN. Be aware that fainting can happen quickly. Those who already from low blood pressure will succumb quicker.

Death

Anywhere between 40 minutes and 4 hours depending on your health and natural metabolism. There is no way to give an individual person a time of death from consumption. When discovered, your skin will have changed colour to a grey or blue due to the cyanosis. Because of the wide time frame that death can be reached, it is vital that you factor this in your plan so you do not get found and saved.


Below is the general timeline but it can differ,
3 mindizzy
5 minsVery drowsy, responsive
12 minsUnconscious
15 minsDeep sleep/ un-rousable
25 minsIncreasing cyanosis
30 minsIrregular shallow breathing
40 minsDeath
 
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SentientCreature

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Student
Mar 16, 2021
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Yikes, I'm not going to watch since I don't think I can handle that, but yeah I think black vomit is a sign of a GI bleed? Hopefully that was just from the alcochol and not the SN
Good call. I just watched it and I regret it so much. It's gonna be so much harder to beat SI now. The video was extremely disturbing for me. I know he didn't follow the protocol and that's probably why it didn't go so smoothly but still.

I might just be overly sensitive. Others have seen it and don't seem to be so affected, but I'm traumatized.

The part where he keeps trying to get up but falls down each time, and then he throws up all over himself while still apparently conscious, but then shortly after that attempts to get up again...

Did anyone else find this as disturbing as I did?

I guess I should consider moving to the US and getting a gun.
 

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