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sotomie

sotomie

I’m the problem
Jul 18, 2026
41
I wonder what that feels like to have something simple "waiting" for you. Life is difficult but I still get a little excitement about small things.

I think I'd never get to watch the remaining Demon Slayer series/movies, Harry Potter series remake, and the whole Marvel saga. I occasionally play Monster Hunter too, so I would never get to play whatever after MH Wilds.

I think I find that more interesting than the usual answers people give like family, success, legacy, etc. Those are big words. I'm more curious about the small reasons.

So, what would you never get to experience if you CTB?
 
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unluckysadness

unluckysadness

Enlightened
Jul 9, 2025
1,436
Love, sex, having a loving partner, travel, not being stressed all the time, having a peaceful childhood, being understood, et cetera. These simple things will remain a dream and a mystery to me. Perhaps in my next incarnation if I must reincarnate (I don't want to...)
 
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dragonofenvy

dragonofenvy

Paragon
Oct 8, 2023
902
Affection. I know for a lot of people here it is not simple, but nearly everyone I've met takes it for granted. I've hugged twice in my life and people are shocked by that revelation. Hugs and other forms of physical affection are just a normal part of life for them while it's something I can only dream of.
 
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rorosbones

rorosbones

i want to sleep forever
Oct 12, 2025
22
my sister's achievements. i've already accepted i won't do anything worthwile, but my younger sister is going to be an amazing person. if i ctb when i want to, i'll miss her college graduation and everything that comes after that, and her future family will never know me.
i'd miss a lot of other things as well, but this is just the first one that came to mind

edit: i got so emotional i completely forgot the whole point of this thread. as for something actually simple, i'd miss seeing my favorite band on tour probably.
 
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TwistedNightmares

TwistedNightmares

I hate being alive
Nov 1, 2025
345
I would not be able to experience spending time with my partner anymore, should I eventually CTB.
I would also miss out on eating my favorite food, trying new food I haven't eaten before, playing new games, getting to see new movies, and buying things I want/like. Sadly, the last 5 things I mentioned don't give me much joy anymore due to anhedonia.
 
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Canto XIII

Canto XIII

Bottom of the barrel
Jul 4, 2026
316
It's a bit crass, but sex is the first thing which comes to mind.
 
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limenlux

limenlux

Impermanent
Jul 12, 2026
104
I might not experience the simple joy of outliving at least one of my utterly hostile, insufferable siblings. I'm in kind of a mood tonight, I think.
 
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lastappleonearth

lastappleonearth

Пиздюк
Jun 11, 2026
29
Cuddling with someone I love and who loves me back, while laying on the couch and watching a show. I feel like that's sth simple for a lot of ppl, but for me it's a fantasy.
Yea and I also couldn't eat my favourite dish anymore, which is Schnitzel made by my grandma (reference attached)
 

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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
49,378
I'd never get to experience all future unnecessary dreadful suffering in this existence so torturous that I just always saw as a mistake which is all I wish and hope for, there is nothing desirable about existing and there never could be and I'd just never wish to be conscious of anything at all, simply just existing is enough to make me wish for the peace of non-existence and I'd only be so relieved to no longer be burdened with this terrible, torturous existence that never should had been imposed that is just waiting to die anyway.

To be burdened with this cruel, futile existence for decades longer just to face the terrible extreme agony of old age will always be the most terrible undeserved punishment to me, nothing would make me want to experience that and I'd just never wish to experience anything at all no matter what rather all I hope for is some peace.
 
coolcow1289

coolcow1289

Student
Mar 17, 2026
192
This is a funny question because there's nothing really I'm going to miss. I don't consume media or play games or do anything anymore.
 

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