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Pain Dealer - Psychonaut 4





really love this band :hug::heart:
 
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Caskets-The Only Heaven You'll Know :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:






You want to hold me
Pull me in and suffocate my cries
You seek to know me
And get inside my mind
You think I'm blind
But after dawn
You come alive
Stuck in my head, you play me like a song
Your appetite
Never enough to fill your hollow soul
Won't let it die
Hell is the only heaven you will know
I can barely breathe
When you're near me
Struggling to speak
What I'm feeling
Losing every last
Little part of me
Fearing nothing more
Than you leaving, leaving
A blinding light
Casting shadows over your dishonest face
Relive the times
I'd reach out to you hoping for your whole embrace
But your hollow form escapes
It runs away
Into the
Sick of your cryptic games
I know you're wrong
But I'm never right
Let me know what you choose when you decide
'Cause I'm terrified
Truth is just too cruel
I'd rather hear you lie
I can barely breathe
When you're near me
Struggling to speak
What I'm feeling
Losing every last
Little part of me
Fearing nothing more
Than you leaving, leaving
You want to hold me
No, I don't need nobody in my life
You seek to know me
And get inside my mind
You think I'm blind
I can barely breathe
When you're near me
Struggling to speak
What I'm feeling
Losing every last
Little part of me
Fearing nothing more
Than you leaving
I can barely breathe
When you're near me
Struggling to speak
What I'm feeling
Losing every last
Little part of me
Fearing nothing more
Than you leaving, leaving
 
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come fly with me - Frank Sinatra



 
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An existence transfigured by failure.
Mar 4, 2024
808


Smoking every night baby
do my best to keep it honest talk my shit, I talk my garbage My family knows I'm fucking heartless

Smoke fills my lungs every night It's the only thing that kills the time Feel like life is looking better high Something just aint feeling right Baby, tell me why wanna die They wonder why stay inside swear that just kill the vibe I've been on my fucking grind

guess I'm just horrible Staring at a fucking wall Life is looking terrible
guess I'm just horrible

guess I'm just horrible
 
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Brave pagans⚔️
 
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Time is terminal
Jan 16, 2025
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The crow of hopelessness and despair
Jun 21, 2025
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眠い
Jul 26, 2025
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Nujabes is pretty nice when I'm at least in a vaguely relaxed mood
 
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Story Of The Year-Gasoline :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:



Fuck it up, burn it down
Cover it all in gasoline
I'm gonna crash the boulevard
Find a machine that I can rage to
I'm gonna two-step in the yard
A perfect time for pyromania
Smiling with blood between my teeth
These fists are faster than a '47
There's nothing hiding underneath
Let's turn this motherfucker to 11
Fuck it up, burn it down
Cover it all in gasoline
Light the match, turn around
Level it all and flee the scene
Choke it in, spit it out
Make a nightmare into a dream
Cover it all in gasoline
Here for the A-R-S-O-N
My ears are ringing like a church bell
I'll bring this movie to an end
I'll write my monologue on blood-stained glass
I need something more
Erase everything I've said
Suffering is such a bore
It's over now the dream is dead, it's dead, it's dead
Fuck it up, burn it down
Cover it all in gasoline
Light the match, turn around
Level it all and flee the scene
Choke it in, spit it out
Make a nightmare into a dream
Cover it all in gasoline
Hey, hey
Ashes to ashes, we all fade away
Hey, hey
Ashes to ashes, we all fade away
Fuck it up, burn it down
Cover it all in gasoline
Light the match, turn around
Like it never meant a goddamn thing to me
Fuck it up, burn it down
Cover it all in gasoline
Light the match, turn around
Level it all and flee the scene
Choke it in, spit it out
Make a nightmare into a dream
Cover it all in gasoline
(Cover it all in gasoline)
 
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Wasn't really going to post a Halloween song... Still didn't 😁 just the video is Halloween. 😉

Backstreet Boys-Everybody :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:






 
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No disaster can touch us anymore.
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I LOVE and I mean LOVE Radiohead. Easily my favourite music artist, so yeah probably them. Can't wait to go and see them in London!
 
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Nov 1, 2025
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Everyday I've been listening to kendrick Count me out and Mother I sober
 
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Apr 14, 2019
476
Die toten Hosen - Alles aus Liebe (All out of love [German Punk Band])



English Version
 
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I revoke my subscription from life.
Nov 1, 2025
185
I have been listening to Toksik by Starset a lot as of recently.

 
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Human = Garbage
Nov 6, 2025
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self defeating prophecy - dystopia

been bumping this album all week, i owe so much to this band lmfao
 
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