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DiscussionWhat made you want to exit?
Thread starterhatehypocrisy
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I am emotionally unwell most of the time. Probably having bipolar or something. I also am depressed and anxious. I cannot form relationships because of that.
World sucks and It will suck harder. I want to be somewhere else then here.
I see life itself as being the problem. Life makes me want to exit. I have a strong dislike towards existence itself and I believe that for me to die would be the best thing possible. It would prevent decades of suffering all for the sake of it. Why endure life, with all it's endless problems and misery when instead I could be peacefully not existing. I see no point to it all and I'm tired of being trapped in this human body. Non existence is ideal as it's freedom from everything.
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Suicidebydeath, floralheaddress, redeyepiranha and 2 others
Medical harm for 16 years, facial injuries, degenerative eye condition, poor prospects, non-existent and poor relationships. Oh, and having had a freak's life.
When I initially considered it, it was a mix of family trouble and bereavement. Since then, it's more that I just don't want to participate anymore. Life just seems to be a series of things I don't want to do.
The good periods are always cut short by barrages of intrusive thoughts and memories of past mistakes. I have OCD, but more often than not it just feels like I'm an awful person and that being trapped in rumination is what I deserve. Sometimes the OCD episodes get bad enough that I experience derealization, and suicidality feels like the authentic me trying to claw her way out. Also, I feel like anxiety and depression in general have led to me living a half-lived life. I've missed out on so much and it feels too late to salvage anything.
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