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notsosillybilly

notsosillybilly

dear princess celestia i wanna kms
Apr 8, 2026
38
mine would be carbon monoxide poisoning, it's painless and i would be high during the process anyway lol
 
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diealegend24

Member
May 11, 2026
52
Whatever method makes it look like an accident or dying in a place in which I'll never be found.
 
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lpdsvm

lpdsvm

Specialist
Jan 11, 2026
325
Exist bag with all the equipment. Gases are amazing.
 
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EndlessRage

EndlessRage

Student
Aug 30, 2025
114
mine would be carbon monoxide poisoning, it's painless and i would be high during the process anyway lol
A bullet to the head is the only way i can see myself go out.
Whatever method makes it look like an accident or dying in a place in which I'll never be found.
What's the reason behind your motive?
 
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Kikorama

Kikorama

Member
May 19, 2026
7
Either Euthanasia or Fentanyl overdose
 
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diealegend24

Member
May 11, 2026
52
Anything that looks like an accident. IT has to be this way.
 
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Malfunction

Malfunction

Experienced
Jul 27, 2024
245
Firearm ideally. But it isn't feasible for me.

Carbon Monoxide is an option.

Or some form of strangulation that doesn't block my airflow.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
49,107
For me it'd be one as peaceful and painless as possible, all I want is a death like falling asleep permanently where this torturous and dreadful existence is all gone, forgotten and no longer my problem, I just want to never suffer in this existence I just always saw as a mistake ever again. I always suffer so much from how I cannot just have such, only non-existence is positive for me, I'd never wish for this terrible, cruel existence that just causes harm and suffering torturing existing beings, to suffer in this existence truly is an abomination to me.
 
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Casoperso

Casoperso

Vivo la vita da solo...
Mar 31, 2025
61
SN due to accessibility and the fact I can easily hide it despite living with parents.
 
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Starfall

Starfall

Solaise
Sep 24, 2024
9
Either jumping, it feels kind of romantic. Or od, as I have almost an endless supply of many different dangerous medications.
 
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hdead

Student
Jun 2, 2026
183
mine would be carbon monoxide poisoning, it's painless and i would be high during the process anyway lol
In no particular order I'd like to go CO, hypothermia(under the influence of benzos, opiods and alcohol) or FSH.
 
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JeyJeyOfJeypore

Member
Jun 4, 2026
339
Some place public

No bnb cuz that just screws a random innocent person's property value since someone died on it

wanna hang myself from a swing at the park where couples swing on their loving dates pretending theyre kids again

Wanna rot and have crows peck out my eyes and stray cats eat my checks

Want wild coyotes to tear open my stomach so my guts spill out

Oh, and the best part. Kids poking my dead rotten corpse with sticks after all of that
 
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User8

User8

Life is short. Make it shorter
Jul 13, 2024
58
Inert gas with SCBA system. Because it is the quickest peaceful death.
 
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Forever Sleep

Earned it we have...
May 4, 2022
15,704
Assisted suicide in a clinic- where presumably, they'll guarantee it works quickly and painlessly. Except, without having to have someone with me. Which I believe they insist on to identify the body. I wouldn't want to put someone through that.

Not too fussed on the method. Although, I suppose drinking or having pentobarbital injected appeals more than the Sarco pod in a way. I suppose I don't entirely trust it for some reason. But then, I wouldn't really mind. So long as it was guaranteed to work and they had backup procedures in place- in case it didn't.

Seems far cleaner and less hassle than dying some place and having the police involved.
 
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Chris6666

Member
Jun 11, 2026
43
Exit bag with N2.
But I do an upgrade with a VR-Headset (MetaQuest 3) :hihi:
Imagine catching the bus while watching and hearing everthing you want...
 
red_cardinal

red_cardinal

pinniped enthusiast 🦭
May 25, 2026
73
Those that entail drinking a substance or taking a pill, then going to eternal sleep. Nembutal is the ideal one, but it's close to impossible, which makes SN the closest in my book. Not ideal, but it is what it is. My least favorite are those that involve doing something to my body, like hanging, jumping, drowning, gun, maybe even exit bag, as I have strong fear of suffocation, it thrown me in a panic attack.
 
lpdsvm

lpdsvm

Specialist
Jan 11, 2026
325
How do you know? Look at my recent thread about it
I almost passed out from laughing gas accidentally. I didn't even know about it. I came back because I was doing it for fun.
 
myquest

myquest

Lead researcher at Galumph University
Jun 4, 2026
27
making SN rn
 
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Chris6666

Member
Jun 11, 2026
43
I almost passed out from laughing gas accidentally. I didn't even know about it. I came back because I was doing it for fun.
Innert gas is my choice with no pain. You black out almost immediatly (within 30 sec to 1 min). No suffocation with the right assignment.
But N2O is no innert gas, right?
 
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lpdsvm

Specialist
Jan 11, 2026
325
Innert gas is my choice with no pain. You black out almost immediatly (within 30 sec to 1 min). No suffocation with the right assignment.
But N2O is no innert gas, right?
It's not but it didn't matter when I was breathing air and that gas from the balloon and still managed to almost pass away. I overused it.
 
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Chris6666

Member
Jun 11, 2026
43
It's not but it didn't matter when I was breathing air and that gas from the balloon and still managed to almost pass away. I overused it.
Yeah, gases can be dangerous.
But it is not a reliable source for ctb.
Especially some users here seems to be inexperienced. They use balloon gas or maybe your mentioned laughing gas.
This is absolute nothing for ctb!
 
lpdsvm

lpdsvm

Specialist
Jan 11, 2026
325
Charcoal is great too. I almost got everything but I realized I can't really do it anywhere and going somewhere with a tent could be possible but not where I live.
 
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DeathSweetDeath

Enlightened
Nov 12, 2025
1,488
mine would be carbon monoxide poisoning, it's painless and i would be high during the process anyway lol

I have one particular post in my mind… someone attempted with carbon monoxide a few months ago & stopped because it was far from painless and they couldn't stand another second of it. Being high might help, but I'm not sure where you got the idea that CO was painless.
 
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Chris6666

Member
Jun 11, 2026
43
I have one particular post in my mind… someone attempted with carbon monoxide a few months ago & stopped because it was far from painless and they couldn't stand another second of it. Being high might help, but I'm not sure where you got the idea that CO was painless.
Same here. Tried a grill in a sealed room and the headache almost killed me. Not the CO...
 
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lpdsvm

lpdsvm

Specialist
Jan 11, 2026
325
Yeah, gases can be dangerous.
But it is not a reliable source for ctb.
Especially some users here seems to be inexperienced. They use balloon gas or maybe your mentioned laughing gas.
This is absolute nothing for ctb!
Yes, it won't work if the bag is not used and it's not sealed. I believe if I had perfect equipment and I wasn't able break anything, I would just feel very nauseous maybe with some possible vertigo.
Same here. Tried a grill in a sealed room and the headache almost killed me. Not the CO...
Yeah. It sucks. That's why I don't want to bother with it because I can't do it where I live. It won't be comfortable to move around while being sick.
Here is a case. I reposted @Intoxicated
You can ask him or check some posts. Baking soda and citric acid could be done too but I heard CO2 can damage lungs if failed. I didn't read about others. I think it's best to combine it with FSH.
 
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lpdsvm

lpdsvm

Specialist
Jan 11, 2026
325

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xXiloveyouXx

xXiloveyouXx

Nothing
Jul 27, 2024
154
What I want most in the world is to make a suicide pact with the one I love the most. Either we both shoot each other or ourselves at the same time, or we jump together. No one has ever accepted my offer though.

It's the most devoted act of romance you can perform, and it's nice to know for sure that you won't be dying all alone. I'm convinced that mutual suicide feels like melting into someone and becoming one.
 
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