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TransTaxEvader

TransTaxEvader

what's next?
Feb 22, 2025
216
I don't have much of anything going right for me in life other than meeting some nice folks. What keeps you here on this Earth and striving to get better? I couldnt be honest with my therapist because I was scared. If I tell her everything that i feel and think then im going to be locked up and lose my job. I dont know what to do tbh. Im going to end up dying if i dont get severe help though.
 
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ForgottenAgain

ForgottenAgain

On the rollercoaster of sadness
Oct 17, 2023
1,141
I think, currently, it's the possibility of recovery through my own hands and seeing my boyfriend happy.
I've tried a lot of therapy and I'm done with it. I was having some breakthroughs with my own recovery method during the end of the year but then life came crashing down. I'm hoping I can still salvage this year and feel better, somehow.
 
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BeansOfRequirement

Man-child, loser, autistic, etc.
Jan 26, 2021
5,793
Suffering not as bad despite no real change in life situation due to a consistent meditation habit started last year + want the best for my family + want to keep trying to redeem myself/help others/etc. Maybe you could tell your therapist enough to get help/get to a spot where you feel you can be honest with the therapist? What kind of help are you looking for from them?
 
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vitbar

vitbar

Escaped Lunatic
Jun 4, 2023
483
I actually love life when not in a depressive episode.
 
milkteacrown

milkteacrown

suicidal angel
Feb 16, 2025
128
I'd like to feel less apathetic. I think if I didn't have apathy, my desire to CTB would decrease greatly. I hope that the more I recover, the more emotions I'll be able to feel.
 

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