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christhelad

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Aug 12, 2026
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This is entirely personal, but if you had to choose, what would be the best way? And this can be many different things, the easiest, quickest, cheapest, least demanding, most beautiful, most effective and anything in between. Let me know your thoughts
 
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whorror

whorror

It's Ok I Wouldn't Remember Me Either
May 27, 2025
92
The best option would be N. But it's almost impossible to get any nowadays.

I wish ODs were more reliable. Tried to OD with sleeping pills, didn't work out.

SN is probably the best choice now, but I'm scared of vomiting so it isn't for me unfortunately.

Would never choose drowing, almost drown when I was younger, that shit is painful.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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For me it'd be a death as peaceful and painless as possible, all I want is to cease existing peacefully and never suffer in this torturous, dreadful existence ever again, I always suffer so much from how methods like Nembutal are made illegal by humans who want others to be tortured in this existence for as long as possible. I just want for all to be gone and forgotten for me in non-existence, I just wish to be free from all pain and suffering and to exist will always mean to suffer.
 
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ctb_warrior

ctb_warrior

I wish to CTB asap
Feb 11, 2024
484
This is entirely personal, but if you had to choose, what would be the best way? And this can be many different things, the easiest, quickest, cheapest, least demanding, most beautiful, most effective and anything in between. Let me know your thoughts
As per what I have learnt by going through the forums, CO is what seems the most suitable to me as it's painless, the gas is odorless and colourless. If you drink alcohol, you can just have your 🥂 and move towards peace 🕊️
The challenge is how to produce it and one needs a very small area to execute it
However, if you burn other fuel, other gases may be produced and it'll make it bit difficult for you.
 
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overlivedmystay

Member
Feb 4, 2026
5
Dying in your sleep is probably the least painful way to go. The most effective would be using a gun.
 
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PeaceSeeker83

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Jul 23, 2026
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I would say a VAD in Switzerland where nembutal is used. It is expensive though and with a fair amount of paperwork etc.
 
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selfsabotage

Member
May 13, 2023
5
the most beautiful for me would be drowning. but i know its painful so im too scared of it.

otherwise id just want the most guaranteed method. ideally a gun but idk where to find one. now im strongly considering SN ever since finding out about it here, but unsure how to acquire it
 
RicRac

RicRac

Member
Aug 15, 2020
56
OD on opioids mixed with large dose of xanax is one way.
I don't wanna go the hard way.
 

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