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HungryBeast123Food

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Jul 14, 2026
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I only have here a cooking knife to slit my throat or stab it, will I die instantly with that? What would I feel?

I have a paracord here only by the way. Its for carabiners only. I think hanging will be useless.

I dont have a gun cause its impossible to get a gun and gun license here in my nation. Too many papers to get that license as I dont have the requirements for a pistol as im so busy in college and parents are helicopters. Im also poor too.

Country is Philippines and city is NCR where guns cant be bought, too many gatekeeping guards for me to enter a high place, too many people everywhere that even a sewer creek is public. Lack of forests. There's a forest in manila named 'arroceros' but its public.
 
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Jul 16, 2026
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SN honestly seems like the best way to go from my research unless you can get N in your area (which seems to be super impossible from what i've seen) , as SN is just minor symptoms if you do it right and super painless then you fall asleep in 10-20 mins from what i recall and pass away in like a hourish but like do your own research there is alot of resources on this forum for this
 
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HungryBeast123Food

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Jul 14, 2026
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SN honestly seems like the best way to go from my research unless you can get N in your area (which seems to be super impossible from what i've seen) , as SN is just minor symptoms if you do it right and super painless then you fall asleep in 10-20 mins from what i recall and pass away in like a hourish but like do your own research there is alot of resources on this forum for this
What is SN? Im new here.
What is SN? Im new here.
Is it sodium nittrrraaaattee? Sorry have a feeling I cant unabbreviate things. Scared of a mod banning it
 
Braindead Girl

Braindead Girl

Alice (she/her)
Jul 16, 2026
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What is SN? Im new here.
Sodium Nitrite but with super high purity around 95+ percent purity from what i researched it isn't like seized by customs in the phillipines but like i could be wrong i'm just a random forum user but seriously browse like the suicide resources they will help you alot more than i can
 
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HungryBeast123Food

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Jul 14, 2026
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Sodium Nitrite but with super high purity around 95+ percent purity from what i researched it isn't like seized by customs in the phillipines but like i could be wrong i'm just a random forum user but seriously browse like the suicide resources they will help you alot more than i can
OK thnx for the item. Why isnt slit throating good based on your judgment? The ones I see are instant deaths or so. Will slit throating take more than a minute?
OK thnx for the item. Why isnt slit throating good based on your judgment? The ones I see are instant deaths or so. Will slit throating take more than a minute?
I plan on stabbing my throat too
 
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Braindead Girl

Braindead Girl

Alice (she/her)
Jul 16, 2026
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OK thnx for the item. Why isnt slit throating good based on your judgment? The ones I see are instant deaths or so. Will slit throating take more than a minute?
Because your own brain will stop you and like you have to go deep and even then you might survive
 
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Braindead Girl

Braindead Girl

Alice (she/her)
Jul 16, 2026
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Even falling from a high place isnt enough huh? Closest fall i can access is 2 stories which is on my house
Like you need 14+ stories atleast and people have survived like falling out of planes without parachutes
 
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Bitter Almonds

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Jan 16, 2026
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May 17, 2026
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also take a look at the pinned methods

 
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groovygoober

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Apr 1, 2026
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Hanging would be the easiest , you just need a rope or a towel , some padding and anything that can hold part of your weight .
Stabbing yourself in the throat deep enough in the correct spots intentionally is really hard and high chance of fuck up which will just cause you pain and a lot of blood loss and other complications . Not a nice way to go .
SN is hard to get and requires a lot of prep but it should not be that hard in the philippines , most developing countries don't really give a shit . There was a serial killer in India whose MO was SN .
 

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