What if the SN method doesn't work?

[a753]

In that case my plan is to be hit by the subway train. I don't want to jump in front of the train since the survival rate is quite high. I want to enter the tunnel and be hit in the dark. I know it's scary but I'd have no other option. The really scary part is to survive the accident.

I know railway trains move faster than subway trains, but they have spiky rods here and it'd be extremely awful to be stabbed by them.

I also know it would be a trauma for the driver and others, but then I'd first have to find out another way before trying the train method.

I really need to CTB. It's my only consolation and peaceful way out.

 

[Crusader]

Haven't we already discussed this in your other 3 posts ?

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/considering.63497/#post-1179420

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/my-plan.63542/

 

[a753]

Haven't we already discussed this in your other 3 posts ?

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/considering.63497/#post-1179420

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/my-plan.63542/

I'm sorry. This is my anxiety and insecurity, and I'm really suffering, both physically and mentally.

 

[Crusader]

Of course I understand that. You don´t have to apologize. If you survive SN, which is unlikely, you will continue to live with or without consequential damage. As far as I know, most survivors have no permanent damage. With any method it is important to prepare perfectly and stick to proven guides.

Do you have everything you need for this method? Would there be another method as an alternative (just in case you survive SN) ?

 

[a753]

Do you have everything you need for this method? Would there be another method as an alternative (just in case you survive SN) ?

I have only ordered SN and haven't received it yet. I rarely/hardly throw up, and so I'm not worried a lot about metoclopramide, which requires prescription. In case I fail, I've thought to try it with metoclopramide the second time.

I'm not actually really informed about other alternatives. It would be nice if someone could name a few so I'd check them up.

 

[Rabitfever]

Of course I understand that. You don´t have to apologize. If you survive SN, which is unlikely, you will continue to live with or without consequential damage. As far as I know, most survivors have no permanent damage. With any method it is important to prepare perfectly and stick to proven guides.

Do you have everything you need for this method? Would there be another method as an alternative (just in case you survive SN) ?

It seems highly impossible to not suffer permanent damage after an attempt to take your own life? I haven't researched much into the SN method but why is brain damage (or any other organ) damage not likely if things go South?

 

[Crusader]

I´m unable to answer this question. We had a discussion about possible demage before. I think it depends on how long the brain didn´t get oxygen. People who have survived as a vegetabile will not be able to tell about it. Each method has its own risks.