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trist

trist

Student
Mar 21, 2023
149
weed used to help me but now it makes me really paranoid for some reason. other than that i only use mdma from time to time
 
tempest_

tempest_

Student
May 30, 2023
151
I've tried more than 40 different drugs. The ones I mainly used were Weed, LSD, DXM, Benzodiazepines and Alcohol, Meth and Nitrous Oxide. I used basically every other drug including heroin and fentanyl but I was never as much into opioids. My favourite daily combination is either Clonazepam or diazepam with alcohol and weed. I just IV'd for the first time on my birthday with my ex and it was the greatest feeling I've ever experienced, everything else in life feels black and white with no life compared to how good that needle felt. I'll never forget it. Injecting meth while Candyflipping with the girl I've loved the most out of anyone in my entire life after not seeing her for a year. And she hasn't spoken to me since. :(
man…if i had access to benzos and opioids, i wouldn't even be here rn.
 
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Alpacachino

Alpacachino

Member
Nov 26, 2025
60
weed used to help me but now it makes me really paranoid for some reason. other than that i only use mdma from time
I've heard so many people say the same thing.I think the body gets some sort of resistance to weed eventually like most drugs and then causes like a different reaction after some time 🤔
 
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Lady_V

Lady_V

Please be honest.
Aug 31, 2025
138
Alcohol mainly, addy from my dealer that I'm pretty sure is just pill meth, mdma & LSD socially, phenibut on my high anxiety days, and I chug cough syrup because I'm a fucking loser and I genuinely love how it makes me feel.
Used to smoke weed every day for years, but I was having severe cognitive decline on that shit.
 
StaleWater

StaleWater

New Member
Nov 27, 2025
2
Alcohol almost exclusively, we don't have high quality weed here in my country so I've only had a good weed high once when I was travelling outside of the country with a friend.
 
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WhatCouldHaveBeen32

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Oct 12, 2024
723
Ex-sugar addict counts if I was two times the weight I should have at 10-12yo right? I was closing on 70kilos, I am 70kilos right now in my mid 20's
 
Alpacachino

Alpacachino

Member
Nov 26, 2025
60
I've not used drugs but I drank a lot of Alcohol for a short while.It was only around 8 months but then I gave it up.

The thing is, no matter how depressed or troubled you are, drugs and alcohol will make your life even worse.So I just decided to stop one day and lost interest in it.

I'm still not happy But my life is better than it was when I was drinking.
 
Pluto

Pluto

Cat Extremist
Dec 27, 2020
5,943
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Chili

Chili

Member
Sep 27, 2023
93
I'd never try a harder drug because I fear losing control of myself, but sometimes one of those new age drugs just comes along and I think yeah man that's gonna cure my depression (it doesn't, just drains my wallet) and I have to go through the gruelling process of quitting it. For ex, Feel Good. So, I'm banned from trying anything else because my monkey brain has no control. I want to quit nicotine but I'll probably always smoke weed. I have a lot of obsessive intrusive thoughts and the weed almost completely silences them. But I'm basically useless afterwards
 
NearlyIrrelevantCake

NearlyIrrelevantCake

The Cake Is A Lie
Aug 12, 2021
2,345
Weed frequently, a few times a week at least.

Alcohol is expensive and tastes like shit, plus I can't ~really~ combine it with my meds. But my neurologist said once in a while and without getting absolutely shit-faced is fine. So I drink a few times a year. My birthday, I go to a dive bar downtown for a drink or two. New Year's Eve, I buy the only beer I like, Früli, and have one or two bottles. Sometimes I will get a shitty beer on my mother's birthday.

I fuck around with my Gabapentin prescription sometimes [today, even]. I find it similar to being drunk, but without the fuzzy, cloudy mental state.

I hit a nic vape a couple of times a week, I love that dizzy feeling after chiefing on it.

Once or twice a year, I do something stronger. I get all of these drugs tested at a local lab to make sure they're not contaminated and are what they were sold as; I've never had anything come up fake or with weird shit in it. Over the past several years, I've tried LSD, shrooms, 2CB, 4-AcO-DMT, ketamine, MDMA. I turned out allergic to shrooms, that sucked; hives in my mouth and throat, not gonna risk that again. I was a dumbass doing MDMA, I knew it could react badly with my meds and I risked it anyways. Terrible experience, I felt like Hell for days. I likely had serotonin syndrome.
 
FoxSauce

FoxSauce

Emotionally unstable like an IKEA table
Aug 23, 2024
949
Hmmm antidepressants lmao. They count right?

I did vape like 2 times ik is nothing but I wanna start but ik is harmful.
 
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natori

natori

メロドラマ
Nov 26, 2025
58
Mainly alcohol and cigarettes nowadays, used to do molly or oxy occasionally in my early 20's.
 
Black_Knight

Black_Knight

"Student"
Jul 10, 2019
159
Alcohol and DXM
I'm apparently immune to psychedelics now, and I hate it
I took 10g of shrooms a couple years ago and felt nothing
Recently took mescaline and the same too

Would love to do ket again. Maybe even the mythical MXE.
 
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MissAbyss

MissAbyss

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Jul 20, 2025
425
Antidepressants, already making me crazy enough...
 
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woofwag

woofwag

Bad dog
Sep 17, 2025
127
Alcohol and DXM
I'm apparently immune to psychedelics now, and I hate it
I took 10g of shrooms a couple years ago and felt nothing
Recently took mescaline and the same too

Would love to do ket again. Maybe even the mythical MXE.
Loll omg same with the alc and DXM! I also have a crazy high tolerance to psychedelics, although I found that soaking my shrooms in lime/lemon juice for about 15 minutes did the trick with that (a little too well).

Ket is wonderful. My plug left the day after I met him and I'm just aching for him to come back, lol. Had to look up MXE. No clue how I'd get that one, but it sounds promising.

Ever heard of 2C-B and 2C-I? Another two that would require some pretty sketchy back channels to get, but I've always been fascinated by them and want to give it a go someday (although likely won't before my death date).
 
Black_Knight

Black_Knight

"Student"
Jul 10, 2019
159
Loll omg same with the alc and DXM! I also have a crazy high tolerance to psychedelics, although I found that soaking my shrooms in lime/lemon juice for about 15 minutes did the trick with that (a little too well).

Ket is wonderful. My plug left the day after I met him and I'm just aching for him to come back, lol. Had to look up MXE. No clue how I'd get that one, but it sounds promising.

Ever heard of 2C-B and 2C-I? Another two that would require some pretty sketchy back channels to get, but I've always been fascinated by them and want to give it a go someday (although likely won't before my death date).
Well I've been NPCified to the point where I feel compelled to never advocate for drug use
Dex though, saved my life

I snorted 2C-I once over a decade ago at a music festival. Felt like taking a bullet to the nose. Extremely visual and euphoric trip. I was in a tent and I saw cartoonish cave paintings all over it. Similar to mescaline in that it has a very strong serotonin body high component, but where mescaline provokes introspection, the one instance I took 2C-I it spat that out as images all around me instead.
 
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Still here

Student
Feb 11, 2025
148
If Porn and masturbation count as drugs then I am hooked........ Looking for a way out...
 

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