Venting What does it take? I hate this life

[Busridin'26]

What does it take to actually die. What does it take to put a plan into action?

All questions im wondering myself.

My family hates and avoids me so much that it'll take my Dad probs a month to even be concerned. I jus told em Im gonna kill myself next week and he won't care. Probs just go and tell my brother and Mom who will laugh and say "see"

If i ever tried to get a rest bit at home my brother would most likely kick my ass for even walking inside.

Hahaha/s


Feels fucking terrible to have no one and nothing.

Feels fucking terrible to be ignored EVERYWHERE that I just wanna matter a little bit.

I just wanna die. So lemme get the fucking grief of being a life long reject out before I do that.

 

[WornOutLife]

I wonder the same, my friend.

Maybe it's all about t guts. Perhaps it's just about supressing our SI.

Anyway, it seems I just can't do it.

 

[Busridin'26]

I wonder the same, my friend.

Maybe it's all about t guts. Perhaps it's just about supressing our SI.

Anyway, it seems I just can't do it.

I've always thought/hoped the process would come a little easier but that was probably due to how down in the dumps I felt in life...

Now I just feel incredibly neutral...

It feels wrong to push my head to suicide if it isn't already there but I dunno. Waiting def doesn't feel right either.

 

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[Busridin'26]

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Soo cute!! what anime is this from?

 

[◄✵火✵〇°Ø•WÅR•Ī°〇✵火✵►]

Soo cute!! what anime is this from?

It's from Haganai: I don't have many friends haha. I haven't seen it though but it looks fun/funny.