What do you predict the extent of the ripple effect will be after you ctb?

[Kramer]

People often say (and it's wrong) that people will just up and forget. What happens is people stop talking about it, but they don't forget. I can recall almost every suicide told to me about acquaintances and strangers, and it affects me still.

 

[KiraLittleOwl]

Could trigger depression in my friend (
I genuinely hope it will pass

 

[Ghost2211]

I'm still here because it would literally ruin lives. It's a hard pill to swallow, but such is life.

 

[Kramer]

I'm still here because it would literally ruin lives. It's a hard pill to swallow, but such is life.

My death would ruin lives too, but it can't be helped. I can't continue to be a living martyr. I was abused as a child and suffer from many psych problems. Anyone who looks down on me or hates me after my death is a piece of shit.

 

[Deleted member 23374]

The "kids" will be confused, for that i weep but, c'est la vie.

 

[Ghost2211]

My death would ruin lives too, but it can't be helped. I can't continue to be a living martyr. I was abused as a child and suffer from many psych problems. Anyone who looks down on me or hates me after my death is a piece of shit.

The way I look at it death is part of life and every adult in your life should be able to adapt. You could go for a walk tomorrow and get hit by a car or something. I honestly don't care how it would affect any adult in my life, but it is by my doing that the children are here and as such I owe it to them to hold out until it is no longer possible. If you don't have literal responsibilities to others then there's no reason to feel bad at all. People should have treated you better in your life.

 

[AMG44]

I'm still here because it would literally ruin lives. It's a hard pill to swallow, but such is life.

This is the exact reason I keep postponing. It sucks, but I just can't bring myself to ruin lives

 

[jrums]

Gonna ruin immediate family lives. But I can't live with the brain damage these pills have done to me. I deserve peace.

 

[NightmareTour]

I know it'll have a pretty big impact on my family, any death of a family member would, but hopefully they can get past it knowing that it was either this or years of dragged out pain and suffering full of stressful tests and medications with lists of side effects that were never going to change anything. My mum and stepdad will also be secretly relieved that they don't have to look after me anymore, and my brother will enjoy the attention just like he did when my grandad died.

Another thing I'm worried about is that my ex is 100% guaranteed to fake feeling guilty for my death to gain sympathy and attention when he finds out, and he'll probably use it to drag someone else into the same torture he put me through. The whole "damaged soul" thing is what he uses to seek out vulnerable people and get them under his control. I feel pretty bad for giving him more fuel for that.

 

[foxdie]

I think my death will cause a ripple, people will be sad especially my family but they'll move on. I haven't spoken to another human outside of buying things in at least a month. They seem fine without me in their lives right now so I'd hope it would be the same sometime after my death. They'll be sad but it won't be much different then present outside of the fact they won't be able to speak with me anymore. No big loss.

 

[Dizzylady80]

I'm worried my death will cause my ex to commit suicide. I'm pretty sure it will. I'm also pretty sure it'll cause my best friend to relapse in several ways, which has a very good chance of killing them. My dad also might commit suicide as he's already suicidal, which shouldn't upset me but it does anyways. It'll ruin the lives of many people who care deeply about me. It fucking sucks

 

[Thatdude]

I suspect my parents will get said, my sister will use it as a weapon against my parents because she is an ass that blames them for everything, my grandparents will be sad but say I went to hell, most of my extended family won't give a shit or use it as a way to get attention, and most of my extended family will use it against my parents because my extended family are worthless shits

So it would ruin my parents lives, but that's about all. I do feel bad about that.

 

[fatmanatee]

Somebody would have to throw the stuff in my apartment in the trash and my cats would probably get euthanized.

 

[LittleBabyNothing]

Hi, new here. I'm still here because I don't want to cause others pain. Recent times have shown me that actually although it will sadden a few from my life, they will all move on fine.
But my bro... he probably won't notice me gone but I don't know... he has a significant intellectual disability.
I'm the way I am due to our childhood. I don't want to abandon him too.

 

[Deleted member 94]

My family has already moved on. They treat me like I'm already dead. Looking at them seems like they won't lose any sleep over it.

 

[OnlyTheWind]

Lot's of fingerpointing, lol.

 

[LittleBabyNothing]

My family has already moved on. They treat my like I'm already dead. Looking at them seems like they won't lose any sleep over it.

I stopped contacting my folks regularly end of last year, they live 5 min away, they've not made any effort to see how I am despite knowing the severity of my instability. I suspect when I CTB they'll be relieved to an extent

 

[Deleted member 94]

I stopped contacting my folks regularly end of last year, they live 5 min away, they've not made any effort to see how I am despite knowing the severity of my instability. I suspect when I CTB they'll be relieved to an extent

My relatives will likely throw a kitty party.

 

[Nyxtus]

My family will be devastated, my best friend will be crushed (heard him cry deeply for the first time in our 9 year friendship) and my ex will blame herself for it for the rest of her life, and she already has struggled with depression and suicidal tendencies her entire life.

All of this has been the only things keeping me hanging on for another day. I feel so fucking guilty but I only have so much in me.

 

[Jack]

I think some people would be sad but I don't think anyone would kill themselves in response. I don't really have any friends anymore and don't talk to family. I'm already out of their lives. They'll think "well we saw this coming" when they hear about.
I think if I was somehow resurrected a week later, or more realistically went missing, was presumed dead, and then turned up alive after funeral, people that know me wouldn't start spending tone with me / cherishing my presence. I'd still be the same piece of shit.

 

[Deleted member 23774]

Unfortunately my death won't cause a ripple effect at all. Yeah, my family will care and a few friends, but that's it. I haven't made a difference in anyone's lives. It won't matter that I'm gone.

 

[Deleted member 23586]

Sad that I'm gone, Angry at all the people who abused me that led me to this point, angry at society, Sad that they couldn't do more*, happy I'm at peace, One (technically 2) less mouths to feed and gaining more financially.

It'll fuck bubby up. I know it will. The main reason why I stay is him. Can't do that to him...atleast I try to. But maybe one day I'll be able to just go regardless.

 

[Gsz1982]

I just feel by CTB I'm not exactly missing out on living forever I'm missing out on unbearable suffering.

 

[rabbithole]

I was told by both my parents that neither of them would live through it. So I don't know what to do. I'm so stuck. Also I was told by my sister she would spit on my grave if I ctb and would hate me forever.

 

[LittleBabyNothing]

Unfortunately my death won't cause a ripple effect at all. Yeah, my family will care and a few friends, but that's it. I haven't made a difference in anyone's lives. It won't matter that I'm gone.

I'm sure you've made a difference, just others haven't appreciated it enough. Do what makes you feel good.

 

[ecmnesia]

many family's members will likely be ruined. many friends will probably have a hard time. i try not to thing about it much, tho.

their life's might be ruined. but why should I sacrifice myself for their sakes? i can't keep on suffering for them. it's selfish, but it is what it is. I'm too sick of this pain to stop myself because of them, it hurts me to think that they will suffer. but that's a sacrifice I'm willing to do.

 

[Kramer]

I was told by both my parents that neither of them would live through it. So I don't know what to do. I'm so stuck. Also I was told by my sister she would spit on my grave if I ctb and would hate me forever.

Write in your note that you hate your sister

 

[StateOfMind]

Not much lol
There might be a few train delays but that's about it..

 

[LenkaX]

I will be fine. I have no single friend neither girlfriend. Nobody will give a shit about me when I'll finally CTB.

 

[AutoTap]

Honestly my death would possibly ruin my parents and my little brothers lives. Not to mention my dogs. Other family members will be sad and stuff but I think they'll be fine.