What do you do when you stay up at night?

[ImnotCTB]

Wyd when you stay up at night? Why do you stay up at night?

Just curious. I stay up at night because I feel like my time is taken away, I'm taking it back by staying up. I usually read online novels or play games on my phone, maybe sneak out for a smoke and a stroll sometimes

 

[Rudi]

I like being on my own and having time for myself. I usually listen to music and draw or write while doing so. Nighttime is much more comfortable than daytime I feel.

 

[kitkat9234]

Usually doom scroll on here, FB or Instagram. I'll be tired the whole day yet never go to sleep early. It's not like I actually get sleep it's more like a light rest. I hesitate trying to fall asleep at a decent hour because then I'll just be alone with my thoughts eating me up inside. I try to listen to meditations on YouTube which help for a bit. But I wake up multiple times throughout the night.

 

[lost_one]

Nothing much, just enjoy the darkness, listen to music, I used to love to sit at my window, I can't now. Or just play games on my PC.

 

[EvisceratedJester]

Watch videos, listen to music, draw, and watch shows or movies.

 

[Parasitism]

I've been drinking every night for months now. I watch youtube and sleep on the sofa. I haven't slept in my bed for a long time. I don't have a TV in there so its just me and my thoughts.

 

[Daniel_79]

I like to sit outside and enjoy the peace. Every other time of day seems so chaotic to me. If it's a clear night I'll look at the stars and think about the sheer scale and the unknowns of the universe and wonder why things feel so fucked up on this meaningless rock of ours

 

[psp3000]

I usually
- check whats going on here
- watch a movie maybe or a documentary
- play hanafuda
- play 2048 and buy / bid on items on everskies
- look at, read, and save old websites
- have some dessert

lots of multitasking in order not to form a thought in summary

 

[nowherelilies]

i like night time the most because it's really quiet. it's the only time when i don't get anxious because i'm really alone (and there's no possibility that people are gonna knock at my apartment)

recently, i've been:
• doomscrolling on this site A LOT
• stalking my ex online (bad habit because he cheated on me yet i'm still clinging onto the hope that he feels remorse for what he did)
• playing games like alice madness returns

 

[Forever Sleep]

It's usually because I've stayed up late working. Like tonight. It was around 11pm by the time I'd finished and tidied away. Then, I just enjoy the sensation of finally being able to relax. I want to wind down, likely drink a night cap to make me sleepy. I'm also quite often so tired that I put off getting back up to brush my teeth and get ready for bed. Frustrating. I become too tired to get ready to sleep then, I become over tired and eventually can't sleep!

Usually, it's a mix of coming here and watching a few YouTube videos, checking emails etc. It's rare it gets to 12pm without me finally getting to bed because I don't want to be up too late. That makes me feel so guilty.

 

[starboy2k]

maladaptive "nightdream"
dance in front of my own shadow until I tire myself out
listen to the same 4 songs over and over again
doomscroll on YouTube
stuff my face with whatever Im in the mood to eat even if Im not hungry
spend sometime on here when I want to scratch the "suicidal" itch
stare at the ceiling and let the trauma replay in my head until I fall asleep in the morning

 

[Pluto]

 

[FoxSauce]

....scrill here...draw..think about my life or cry or idk meme


Replay all my mistakes till morning. Thinking everyone will leave me beacuse I'm a disgusting human being that doesn't deserve to breath thr same air as my dog