My depression's getting bad again, and I have no energy to do anything. My new job won't start for a bit, so I'm just stuck in my room. I don't have money to go out, and I can't get myself to sleep, so I'm wondering what the hell to do with myself. Realistically, I should clean (my place is gross), but I have negative energy. Video games aren't doing anything for me, and any creative pursuits I normally go towards (drawing, writing, etc) just frustrate me lately. I just took my first shower in, like, a week, and it completley wiped any and all energy I had. I'm just tired of mindlessly watching YouTube, but I need distractions or all my suicidal thoughts flood in at once. Does anyone have any suggestions?
sanctionedusage
Member
- Sep 17, 2025
- 45
no suggestions but youre not alone. currently ripe as fuck and tired from just eating breakfast.
meemee
Member
- Sep 13, 2025
- 6
Do you have parks near your place? Anywhere you can walk just to look at the view? I usually take myself outside to breathe fresh air and exercise, because I know that getting stuck inside the room will not be good for me.
Lions303
Blessed
- Aug 24, 2025
- 59
Love the suggestion of going out for a walk in a park or in nature if thats near? Even in a city thats good too. When you say your job wont start for a bit, what are we talking? day? weeks? months? Could maybe try some of those things and see if you feel any better? If your like me, when Im just sat around not doing anything, it feels like im just wasting time and being a miserable failure. I tend to just do shit, just to keep busy to not really think, then if a list of stuff gets done thats decent then I can have time to myself as a reward 
If doing all sorts of things alone don't work out, perhaps doing them with some positive thinking persons would. Just a thought. 
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