what do you do to make yourself feel better?

[destroyer]

hello. this is my first post. i can't deal with the uncontrollable urge to harm myself. how do you deal with it? i am very close to committing suicide, but i feel guilt towards my loved ones, i feel selfish. i would like to talk to someone, i miss it.

 

[Fadeawaaaay]

Hide

 

[Hollowman]

Nothing makes me feel better anymore.

 

[FuneralCry]

I'm sorry that you are suffering. There is nothing that ever makes me feel better, all that I am doing is just passing the time until I die. I am trapped in this world as ctb is so difficult, so I have no choice but to suffer. I guess sleeping as much as possible can be a way to deal with the pain of living. I wish you the best in whatever you decide to do.

 

[thedaywillcome]

Thinking about my rope ready for hanging.

 

[onlyanimalsaregood]

Pet my cat

 

[Foresight]

Hide

Definitely. Hide, daydream, overeat.

Sleep when it's this bad.

 

[destroyer]

Nothing makes me feel better anymore.

it's so hard, i'm sorry

 

[Hurt]

I can't enjoy anything anymore. I just wake up to see how days pass. It sucks so much

 

[NearlyIrrelevantCake]

Drugs. Can't be miserable when I'm too high to even hold a conversation.

 

[Al Cappella]

There really only are temporary distractions. It always comes back, unfortunately. It's been this way, off and on, since 1980…

 

[Ecka-26]

smoke weed and eat food watch movies. At least it works for me goodluck just breathe

 

[ArcherFiles44]

Definitely. Hide, daydream, overeat.

Sleep when it's this bad.

All of these and I disassociate....I leave my body and view things from the outside where it can't hurt.

 

[Leiden]

There's nothing at all that can make me feel better and so I'm living in absolute he'll from the second I wake up, till the moment I'm so tired I just pass out and then another day starts all over.