Discussion What could change in your life that could stop you from CTB?

[Fly Fly Away]

Hi all

It's a generic question that a friend here asked me moments ago.

I loved that question as it made me think something I had not thought about before.

I wish to ask that question to you all

What is that one thing that could happen in your life today that could change your mind and let you live a happy life?

Think about it and answer.

I also know that people suffering from pain, chronic/terminal illness or severe mental illness have a specific reason to think of ctb. So, it's very obvious that if their illness or pain gets healed, they'd like to change their mind.

How about the others?

I'd say money, but money might also allow me to use better CTB methods.

 

[ctb_warrior]

I'd say money, but money might also allow me to use better CTB methods.

Same with me,
As such i currently have the necessary money i need to buy everything i need for ctb. But i don't have a source secondly, even if i order, my family will seize it as i live with them i wonder what to do

 

[MatiSendiri]

I'd say money, but money might also allow me to use better CTB methods.

Same lol, wish I have more money to at least survive.

 

[ctb_warrior]

Same lol, wish I have more money to at least survive.

You can look for side gigs. A lot of kids are earning lot of money as much as 1000s of $ using ai, internet and their phone.

 

[memento-mori]

waking up from this nightmare.
I wish my life was a bad dream I'd wake up from one day

 

[Mr.Ruben]

if my parents could live comfortably, and not have jobs that hurt their bodies. seeing friends succeed also helps the psyche.
the motivation I have to succeed is simply to help others, but ive noticed the mistakes and ways im being lazy, will not bring a positive income for my parents.
I have yet to find someone to love as a partner, but that really is on the side for me.

If I had to think more about myself and my mind, having much less psoriasis would help, and perhaps a more strict usage of Artificial Intelligence as we try with phones, people are genuinely becoming numb to any visual information.

 

[ctb_warrior]

waking up from this nightmare.
I wish my life was a bad dream I'd wake up from one day

I wish your life can improve soon so you get to live your dream life check out my threads if anything in them can be helpful.

if my parents could live comfortably, and not have jobs that hurt their bodies. seeing friends succeed also helps the psyche.
the motivation I have to succeed is simply to help others, but ive noticed the mistakes and ways im being lazy, will not bring a positive income for my parents.
I have yet to find someone to love as a partner, but that really is on the side for me.

If I had to think more about myself and my mind, having much less psoriasis would help, and perhaps a more strict usage of Artificial Intelligence as we try with phones, people are genuinely becoming numb to any visual information.

You are a really kind soul that you choose to live for others and getting your loved ones the respite is going to help you
You can go through my threads, you may find a couple of things that can help you with your current situation.

AI unfortunately is here to stay, and it'll numb our minds exactly as you've said. It's best to make it your friend early so you can reap the rewards it can bring you.
A lot of kids are earning 1000s of $ monthly by using ai, internet and their phones.

 

[Zzzkurt]

I restarted this so many times because I'm so back and forth on how to answer this. There's just so many different ways to answer it. I just wish I didn't have to have money to live a life I don't really want to live in the first place. I want to be able to actually spend my time on earth doing something with meaning rather then slaving away just to get free time during the years your body begins to shut down. They basically just prime you so you can accumulate all this money and then they slowly milk you until you die and even after you die.

But then sometimes I look at people who love their jobs and they hey have a genuinely happy life. Not an illusion or a mask — genuine happiness no matter what's going on. That seems like something worth living for. But then I feel bad for those types of people because it's like ignorance is bliss. They're unaware of the reality because they can afford all these distractions whether intentionally or not.

But see now I feel like I'm going all over the place so I'll end it here lol. Long story short… idk what it'll take.

 

[ctb_warrior]

I restarted this so many times because I'm so back and forth on how to answer this. There's just so many different ways to answer it. I just wish I didn't have to have money to live a life I don't really want to live in the first place. I want to be able to actually spend my time on earth doing something with meaning rather then slaving away just to get free time during the years your body begins to shut down. They basically just prime you so you can accumulate all this money and then they slowly milk you until you die and even after you die.

But then sometimes I look at people who love their jobs and they hey have a genuinely happy life. Not an illusion or a mask — genuine happiness no matter what's going on. That seems like something worth living for. But then I feel bad for those types of people because it's like ignorance is bliss. They're unaware of the reality because they can afford all these distractions whether intentionally or not.

But see now I feel like I'm going all over the place so I'll end it here lol. Long story short… idk what it'll take.

You've expressed this in such a clear concise manner. I agree with your point and I'm in the same shoes. I don't want to do meaningless stuff. I want to use my time on earth for meaningful stuff such as helping people in distress.

And you are right, ignorance is bliss. We are aware of the matrix now so it's difficult to unsee it.

 

[infinitesimal]

to not ctb is to not live as myself. no matter what happens in this life, i will ctb one way or another.

so get reborn with no recollection of my past life into a loving family and hope my brain will be rewired to not center killing myself as my ultimate goal in life and live normally

 

[ctb_warrior]

to not ctb is to not live as myself. no matter what happens in this life, i will ctb one way or another.

so get reborn with no recollection of my past life into a loving family and hope my brain will be rewired to not center killing myself as my ultimate goal in life and live normally

We are in almost the same boat.
I'm going to die by ctb this is definite.
The only thing that could stop me from ctb is if i had a lot of money, like a lot and i could use my free time to help people in distress and bring them out of it and to upskill myself in such a way that anyone i deal with , i could bring them out of their miseries.

 

[cr3zxxe]

ser bonita e confiante, sem autismo e outros transtornos mentais

 

[ctb_warrior]

ser bonita e confiante, sem autismo e outros transtornos mentais

I wish for you that your illnesses can heal and you can lead a beautiful life god bless you

 

[HNR_]

In the most literal way possible? The actual end of the world, nothing else lmao
The sun exploding, wiping life from the face of the earth or something similar

With the luck I've had all my life, I wouldn't even be surprised if that's exactly what happens after I managed to fight off my SI and I'm free falling
One last "fuck you" to all of my efforts

 

[FlatGneiss]

I doubt there's much that could legitimately change my views long term outside of outright changing the past. There's too much time lost, opportunities gone by all due to not getting the help I should have gotten all along.
Money wouldn't change anything other than opening for wider ctb options. Grab what I need to get it done, save a bit for a backup or deal with funeral arrangement, donate the rest and then check out.

 

[cryingmercenary]

Might sound stupid, but getting the full t-therapy and gener affirmation "package", a new First- and Surname, moving to the uk and start at LHR (London Heathrow, Ground Crew) or being accepted at the RAF in Anglesey. I'm tired of this life in my country and getting told to sh and ctb and other equally bad things. But ikvw this won't happen

 

[plimeix]

Maybe if I had a purpose or genuinely improved other's lives… I'm a failure though and lately it's been really apparent how I'm just a deadweight dragging everyone down with me.

 

[windowinstaller]

permadamage from psych meds going away