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Leonard_Bangley39

Leonard_Bangley39

I am a rock. I am an island
Nov 6, 2025
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For me personally, ideally my favorite method would be carbon monoxide. It's really tricky to get right but if done correctly, you can ctb in your sleep without feeling anything
 
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Pvnie

Pvnie

Giga-autist Wandering Scumbag
Oct 8, 2022
23
A nice handgun sounds appealing, also yeah carbon monoxide is pretty chill as well.


Although for a more fringe idea that stems from weird fantasies of mine are "Suicide by fucking around and intentionally finding out" basically pissing someone off and having them do the job for you, maybe you could have one last stand depending on the setting, even better if its a personal thing.


But my all-time favorite would be self bleeding, which isn't all 2 successful you could say but the idea sounds tame, plus the light headed "buzz" you'd get before slipping into unconsciousness
 
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mistake22

mistake22

Member
Feb 28, 2023
78
To be honest, i would have a favorite method if it had worked on me lol. I like hanging and gunshot though. I like the idea of leaving behind a mess/battered corpse to represent the mental torment i was in
 
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itsgone2

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Sep 21, 2025
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To be honest, i would have a favorite method if it had worked on me lol. I like hanging and gunshot though. I like the idea of leaving behind a mess/battered corpse to represent the mental torment i was in
I like those two as well. But I'd prefer no large mess.
 
CarbonBased

CarbonBased

The Nothing
Jun 18, 2026
215
I never did drugs, but for me it sounds most appealing to take lots of DMT and maybe some other stimulant drug and od that way. People who have experienced such drugs often say that it has given them some kind of inexplicable insight, which I find interesting. I'm curious what it's like
 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
49,107
For me it'll always be one as peaceful and painless as possible, all I want is to cease existing painlessly and never suffer in this torturous, cruel existence ever again, I wish for Nembutal, I just want a death like falling into an eternal dreamless sleep where this existence so cruel and terrible that I just always saw as the most dreadful mistake is finally all gone and forgotten.

I just want to erase this existence and I always suffer so much from how I cannot just have the option to be at true permanent peace with no more pain and no more suffering and the peace of non-existence is just all I could ever see as positive.
 
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adamantc

Student
Mar 29, 2026
152
For me personally, ideally my favorite method would be carbon monoxide. It's really tricky to get right but if done correctly, you can ctb in your sleep without feeling anything
(Synthetic) opioid overdose. As a doctor, a proper injected overdose of a powerful synthetic opioid is almost painless, and the best way to go. More so than barbiturate overdose. It's tricky, but I'm aiming to go out this way.
 
rainbowpuker

rainbowpuker

Member
Feb 15, 2026
68
Gun would be best, if I was in country where easy access id be gone long time ago ! I'm Very impulsive
 
zipzamoly1

zipzamoly1

Zippoly
Jan 12, 2026
30
A nice handgun sounds appealing, also yeah carbon monoxide is pretty chill as well.


Although for a more fringe idea that stems from weird fantasies of mine are "Suicide by fucking around and intentionally finding out" basically pissing someone off and having them do the job for you, maybe you could have one last stand depending on the setting, even better if its a personal thing.


But my all-time favorite would be self bleeding, which isn't all 2 successful you could say but the idea sounds tame, plus the light headed "buzz" you'd get before slipping into unconsciousness
Rob a bank
 

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