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snafu

snafu

メンヘラ姫
Apr 13, 2026
23
whats your guys ideal location to ctb? right now i'm still kinda undecided, i'm not sure i wanna do it at home. maybe i'll get a hotel somewhere nice? but i'm anxious about being found lol. of course i could always do it in my own bed but im worried about being found too fast and turning into a vegetable since my ideal method is oding
 
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nettspend

nettspend

I imagine Icarus laughing as he falls
Jun 23, 2026
73
What OD are you planning?

My ideal location would be in the forest, on a sunny day. I plan on combinating hanging with a heroin overdose.
 
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diealegend24

Member
May 11, 2026
52
In any place I can guarantee I won't be EVER.
 
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snafu

メンヘラ姫
Apr 13, 2026
23
What OD are you planning?

My ideal location would be in the forest, on a sunny day. I plan on combinating hanging with a heroin overdose.
ideally i'll use SN.
on the slim chance that i can't access it.
i'll use codeine or morphine…
your method sounds nice, i've considered hanging but i'm sure i'd fuck it up somehow and it'd hurt like hell.
 
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nettspend

nettspend

I imagine Icarus laughing as he falls
Jun 23, 2026
73
ideally i'll use SN.
on the slim chance that i can't access it.
i'll use codeine or morphine…
your method sounds nice, i've considered hanging but i'm sure i'd fuck it up somehow and it'd hurt like hell.
SN seems great. Sucks that it's become a bit hard to source. Sucks a bit more that you need meto for it to be reliable. Otherwise I might've opted for it.

By the way, I wouldn't recommend relying solely on codeine or morphine as a way to CTB. Opiate overdoses come with a slew of asterisks. I wrote about it a bit in this thread, if you're interested: https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/heroin-psh-the-best-of-both-worlds.248311/

I wish you the best of luck!
 
solveetcoagula

solveetcoagula

Member
Dec 4, 2025
8
What OD are you planning?

My ideal location would be in the forest, on a sunny day. I plan on combinating hanging with a heroin overdose.
dude, could you tell me why you chose a forest? I thought that interesting.
 
nelaB

nelaB

searching for what I crave
Jun 21, 2026
24
What OD are you planning?

My ideal location would be in the forest, on a sunny day. I plan on combinating hanging with a heroin overdose.
Sounds like a very pleasant combo I can't lie
 
laurafied

laurafied

dreamer
Jun 22, 2026
7
i think the ideal location would be something like a dock or a riverside tbh… or a mountain, something really scenic for my final moments. being able to take in a nice view while ODing sounds like a pleasant experience in my opinion
i also really like the idea of not being found, not having to face anybody or have a fear of being stopped mid-act so, being at home is high risk (as comfortable as that would be also).
 
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bl33ding_heart

Borderline
Jun 24, 2025
716
My ideal location would be somewhere where I am surrounded by lots of beautiful nature. I visit the English countryside yearly and living in the city really makes you apprieciate the beauty of nature that you don't typically see everyday. Unfortunately for me it wouldn't be easy to pull off, the countryside is pretty far and going there would be pricy since I can't drive.
 
nettspend

nettspend

I imagine Icarus laughing as he falls
Jun 23, 2026
73
dude, could you tell me why you chose a forest? I thought that interesting.
Partly because I don't want my poor family to find me. Partly because I've always enjoyed being in nature, having gone on a lot of hikes with my family as a kid. We used to go pick mushrooms and stuff.

Sadly I am likely to just die in my room, as I'm too depressed right now to even go outside in the first place.
 
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ikiruNObungaku

I'm literary nonsense.
Jan 3, 2026
40
I feel about sad about dying in my room. I would like to be around nature, but that means I have a higher chance of being spotted if I am outside. Or something worse happening to me than being saved. Room is probably the most safe.
 
violetforever

violetforever

Enlightened
Dec 24, 2025
1,086
just somewhere away from my family and home. not really to protect them but because i dont want to die in the same place and around the same people who have made me want to die for years. outside feels so exposed to me and like someone could find me in the process. im thinking in a car (not in a public place) or hotel room? the methods depend on each place though.
 
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Casoperso

Vivo la vita da solo...
Mar 31, 2025
61
I'd like to CTB in my room where I feel comfortable and I don't have to worry
 
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Redhand5

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Jun 19, 2026
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My plan is to consume Hemlock and then go outside and lay in the grass while I watch the clouds go by. The weather should clear up in the next couple of days too.
 
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Exhausted546

Arcanist
Dec 1, 2025
459
What OD are you planning?

My ideal location would be in the forest, on a sunny day. I plan on combinating hanging with a heroin overdose.
Arent you afraid someone is going to stumble on you during the day? Or do you plan. To go somewhere that doesn't get much traffic or off trail?

Also I hope this doesn't happen for any of you
 

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