Discussion What are you feeling right now? don't think. just type.

[not-2-b-the-answer]

Dread
Fear
Paralysis
Anxiety

I have fallen so far behind on this thread and the say one word thread.
The likes are very slow and freezes my screen.
For some reason SoundCloud no longer works for me so I can't listen to some songs in the music threads.

 

[star.trip]

I feel unmotivated, forced to put on a brave face or smile when I have to talk to someone. Inside, I feel shattered and empty, and having to pretend that I'm okay is getting harder and harder.

 

[Minfilia]

guess who's homeless fml

 

[FoolsExpedition]

none of my abusers will ever face any consequences, they're all happy, i'll never even get so much as an apology. all the horrific things they've done and i'm the one who has to die.

 

[smirks00ts]

its 2:50 am and i csnt bring myself go sleep whatsoever. I am also anxious and paranoid. I hate it here.

 

[deadanddecomposing]

oddly content. life feels unsteady, but right now, I feel comfortable and safe curled up in bed.

 

[Canto XIII]

Sleepy. It's 2 am here and I'll probably go to bed.

 

[star.trip]

It's 02:34 a.m. I can't sleep. I'm listening to music in the dark, looking out of the window at the few stars that the streetlight allows me to see.

 

[Alcoholic Teletubby]

Sometimes, I wish I could be paid for livestreaming my self-harm. No sex required, just showcasing myself to viewers who are willing to pay. But it's a bad idea.

 

[Andarna]

this year has been one disaster after another

 

[Whisper_]

like this is all that will ever be. like i'll never be close to anyone. i'll never be touched. listened to. loved. like i'll die in my apartment alone and no one will notice until i start to smell.

 

[dhk96]

Kind of irritated.

I was playing a game today and there was a woman who was poking fun at a guy being nice to me (they revived me/gave me heals). It was all fun and games to her but I also got caught in the crossfire as she was jokingly taunting him about white knighting and stuff. Like why?

'Strong personalities' make me so uncomfortable. Especially when the ones with strong personalities are women who put down other women. She probably didn't mean to be offensive, and she can be nice in general, but I don't really like the way she talks/jokes around sometimes.

It would be much easier if I weren't so sensitive and could just wave off differences in personality. It would also be much easier if I just died already lol. I'm an overly sensitive, hypocritical, talentless, unskilled, unintelligent, ugly, disgusting, and laughably useless wuss in a world I hate that loves to bring me pain and suffering 🫩

The playerbase for this game is extremely small though so I can really only play with the same people all the time if I want to play.

 

[BlendedHeart]

My job is tanking. My health is declining. What would it take to make me take that final step and get out of this life once and for all?

 

[catgirlfailure]

Overwhelmed and trapped because of my laziness and my fears