What age do you see yourself reaching?

[_Gollum_]

It keeps going up as I keep missing the deadlines. 25 was supposed to be the max, but in a little over a month I'll be turning 26 so....I was thinking of CTBing the night before my birthday but I can't ethically do it due to its unfortunate timing with my brother's trip (my brother is the person I'm closest to and also the person who will be dealing with my will/belongings/etc.). Now the new deadline is 30 but my life has gotten so tolerable at this point that who knows.

 

[Rihan]

I hope to never live to see my 25th birthday.

 

[oneirataxia]

I don't really know. It is what it is.

 

[lostinthecha0s]

I never thought I'd live past 18, I regret living past 18 but I'm 27 now. Might as well see it to 30.

 

[PeaceSeeker83]

Part of the problem is not knowing what age you will live to without deleting.

 

[rorosbones]

i keep saying i don't want to make it to my 21st, but that's not looking very possible anymore. at most i'm hoping to die before 35

 

[current93]

24 is the perfect age to die

 

[wreckedforever]

I'm not quite sure, probably 23

 

[Spite]

I think I'll be dead at 35. Dunno why. I just feel like that's the age I am meant to live to. Right now I'm 28, so... I think I've got about 7 years to go.

It freaks me out a bit thinking I am probably three quarters of the way through my life already.

 

[Shallow23]

I hope to be able to before my next birthday if I can get the courage to so 25

 

[miserabletranny]

I'm surprised I made it to 18. I think I'll make it to my early 20's but not longer than that.

 

[FuneralCry]

I don't want to see anymore years of suffering in this torturous, futile existence that I just always saw as the most terrible mistake and I'll just always see existence as an abomination that just causes all this harm and suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, all I want is to erase this terrible, cruel existence so it's like I never suffered at all. All that this existence does is just torture existing beings and it's so terrible how the suffering of this torturous, futile existence can continue for decades longer just to face the extreme agony of old age, non-existence is just the only peace for me and is all I see as positive, I just want all to be gone, forgotten and erased for me in the peace of non-existence.

 

[OldAlan]

At one point, I thought I'd never reach 17. Yet here I am now - 68, and enjoying the best years of my life. Pushing through 50 years of suffering was worth it in the end.

 

[meiherasayuri]

I don't think I'll make it to 20,When I was 14 I didn't think I'd live to be 18, now I'm 18 and I don't think I'll make it to 20

 

[strugglingbadly]

I'm 51. Never thought I'd make it this far and I can't see myself reaching a natural end but I know I have to even if I don't want to so I go to sleep every night praying I don't wake up

 

[No-name]

Almost 40. Might make it to 42 or 43. Dont see myself reaching 50. Neither would i want to unless some miracle happens. My nephews will be in 20s.

 

[Praestat_Mori]

As long as my life doesn't get worse I might reach 90-100

 

[tomame]

i hate that i'm still here at 31. i wished to die at 27 so badly

 

[Coolgamer127]

I don't see myself living past 25, even now I am actively trying to die so I think even before 25 I might be dead sooner

 

[vanillacakeyyy]

same as some other comments, 25 or 30 would be my limit since it's difficult to imagine an older version of myself

 

[xXiloveyouXx]

The age I'll be tomorrow lol
25 years, 3 months, 13 days

 

[Squeaks]

I really thought I'd ctb at 18 but I'm 31 now

 

[cursedlife]

if I find a good paying job probably in my 60s of natural causes , I'll give it five years am 28 right now so I'll be 33 years old if I didn't find a job

 

[PrismHon]

Never thought I'd make it to 20
Never thought I'd make it to 25
Never thought I'd make it to 30

I'm currently 34. And so if you asked me right now, "Do you think you'll make 35?" Id begrudgingly say "I guess so" because I've been consistently wrong so far.

 

[auti]

As other people have said I never really saw myself living past 18 or really even past 16 but that ship has long sailed. I don't know. Life keeps surprising me. Although someone mentioned living to age 115 to me and I absolutely know I'll never make it that long, especially with my health issues. I'd like to be gone before middle age. Maybe before 30. Really I wish I was already gone.

 

[locustspawning]

25 is the number I've had in my head for a long time now and it sounds about right, but it could be more like 30. or for all i know i'll be 40 one day completely unprepared for the second half of my life because i never thought I'd make it that far

 

[krillmyself]

When I was 12, I didn't think I'd make it to 14. When I was 14, I didn't think I'd make it to 16. When I was 16, I didn't think I'd make it to 18. Now I'm 20. Fuck.

 

[My Song Your Note]

I dont see past 22. im 18 now, almost 19. I fucked up my life, and still dont know why I did it. there's no good outlook for me

 

[Banshee_sioux]

When I was younger, I couldn't see myself past 27. But now it feels like an eternity. I'm already 22. Doubt i'll even reach 27. So my "limit" is 22 or 23. Getting old is certainly not in my list, (hah).