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Enlightened
- Jun 4, 2020
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I finally fell asleep around 5:30 this morning for an hour or two. I woke with a pretty terrific migraine and a new outlook...
In the wee hours my Plan slowly changed from Method A to Method B. The upside to Method B is, I think, lower risk of SI; the downside is that I have to wait a lot longer than next week. It's a sacrifice I'm willing to make.
That nap (I can't really call it sleep) included a dream of me ctb'ing. Maybe it was all the posts I read before drifitng off or just my heart's desire playing out but I saw it happen. It's freakishly exciting! I have some re-planning to do and even more time to make sure I plan properly.
In the wee hours my Plan slowly changed from Method A to Method B. The upside to Method B is, I think, lower risk of SI; the downside is that I have to wait a lot longer than next week. It's a sacrifice I'm willing to make.
That nap (I can't really call it sleep) included a dream of me ctb'ing. Maybe it was all the posts I read before drifitng off or just my heart's desire playing out but I saw it happen. It's freakishly exciting! I have some re-planning to do and even more time to make sure I plan properly.
