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deathproof17

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Oct 26, 2024
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Felt so lonely seeing all the couples and friends working out, socializing and enjoying each others company. Quit mid workout because what is the point? I'm always going to be alone to matter how fit and muscular I get.
 
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leavingsoonx

leavingsoonx

Headed to the other side
Sep 22, 2024
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Felt so lonely seeing all the couples and friends working out, socializing and enjoying each others company. Quit mid workout because what is the point? I'm always going to be alone to matter how fit and muscular I get.
I deal with the same thing. It helps for me to think I'm just doing it for myself, there's no one who will ever touch my body or date me again. But it helps me feel good and accomplished and I need that so badly. Sorry you had to quit mid workout, I used to get super depressed at seeing lovers and friends out. Now I feel mostly nothing after exposure except thinking "oh look, that's my dead dream right in front of me. I know I'll never have that, oh well, gonna keep walking and vibing."
 
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Abbadab

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Feb 9, 2021
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I had a similar experience about a year ago.

I had to sit down. The sadness must've been plastered all over my face because a really cute guy came up to me and started small talking. Told me he liked my shirt etc.

I wish the world were filled with more people like him. It made a bad day way the hell better.
 
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