Venting Well one of the 4 prerequisites that I had setup that could cause a chain for my ctb might be happening sooner than I thought.

[ikadasui]

Being fired, losing my small social circle, computer breaking or having to move out again. As long as any of those 4 didn't happen I had just begrungingly accepted the miserable life I've been leading, but I might be fired real soon. It's kinda funny because unironically it all could of been avoided if I had just not shown up to work... my boss asked if I could be at work by this time on X day and after that we got a storm warning and I got told I could stay home if I wanted to. I hadn't planned on coming in, but as the day progressed it wasn't as bad so I came in to try and get some work done. Figure, some work is better than no work right? Wrong. My boss saw me and got mad I hadn't shown up at the designated time even though they also said I don't have to come in at all.... it was bizarre and I wish I had just stayed the fuck home but too late now I guess. Tonight I left my 9mm on my desk but I don't want to do it without a drink so I'm refraining till at least tomorrow and I guess I'll also find out if I'm axed then too

 

[FuneralCry]

It sounds stressful what you are going through. This life can be very tiring and depressing. I'm sorry you are in this situation. I know it can be awful living a miserable existence. I wish you the best in whatever happens.