Venting Welcome to the new year hell: new failures, new suffers, and everything you (dis)like is here!!!

[nopointofliving]

Sorry for being so negative here.

I'm scared, worried, nervous..... what else I have to face in the next year?!!
Anyone else experiences similar worries?

 

[Mr2005]

No because I'm not interested in taking part in life anymore. I'm retiring to play the SNES full time and leaving here. If you just exist in your own world and don't see anyone then none of your problems matter. It's just whether I'll be allowed to live miserably in peace. I don't think it's much to ask, I'm not bothering anyone so if I'm not I'm finishing it

 

[wereqryan]

Anyone else experiences similar worries?

Me. With me not being able to ctb, I only have suffering to look forward to.

 

[BeansOfRequirement]

Looks like it's going to be the same shit for me, but it can always get worse.

 

[Huntfish34]

Same for me sadly..... Really not looking forward to another year. Thankfully I have some mushrooms and good bud to help me out.

 

[l8tony]

Sorry for being so negative here.

I'm scared, worried, nervous..... what else I have to face in the next year?!!
Anyone else experiences similar worries?

No need to apologize, only a blind pro life would tell you that thinkibg like that is wrong. Im with you on another year of just prolonged suffering or illness. Yeah they'll be little sprinkles of happiness but the bad far outweigh the good each year. It might be a new year but things are still the same. Yesterday keeps getter further. Had a rough mental breakdown last night. Nice way to end the year I guess. Pretty sure I'm going to be crying this year like last year. Looking forward to maybe this would be the year I go out peacefully. I do hope the best for everyone on here. So it's not happy new year more like welcome to another new year same ______!

 

[GentleJerk]

Yep you said it my fwend. 2022 is gonna be the end

 

[Blue_mist]

I don't care anymore because it can't get any worse. I don't want to get better or living in fantasy world of recovery.
As Doug Stanhope said in one of the greatest scenes about suicide " i don't want anything, i don't want anybody, and that's the worst part when the want goes"

 

[FuneralCry]

In this life, there is no limit as to how bad things can get and that thought scares me. I have a lot of dread associated with the future. I do not want any more days or years, living hurts me. The only thing I want is non existence. Existence is suffering. To me it sounds so peaceful to never have to experience anything ever again. I wish you the best.

 

[Midgardsorm]

Hey fellow Warrior !

With my armor broken and a dull sword, all I can hope for is a year much harder than the past, which was once close to impossible.

There are even more: Fear, Anxiety, Wounds, Traumas, Loneliness...

I have little hope of the next fights...

Still, I hope we triumph.

I wish you the best.

 

[Kennish]

Fuck 2022. I have little or no hope that this year will turn it around for me. Although my greatest wish is to stop smoking. I know I can, because I just lasted 14 days recently. So I know I can.

But seriously I can't see how 2022 will be better. At all. I just want to sleep and not wake up again.

 

[OpheliasFlowers]

No because I'm not interested in taking part in life anymore. I'm retiring to play the SNES full time and leaving here. If you just exist in your own world and don't see anyone then none of your problems matter. It's just whether I'll be allowed to live miserably in peace. I don't think it's much to ask, I'm not bothering anyone so if I'm not I'm finishing it

I've been thinking about this a lot lately myself. Just totally disconnecting from EVERYONE and EVERYTHING. Not interacting and staying as totally uninvolved with other people and the outside world as possible drastically lowers the pain from being betrayed, treated like shit, ignored, dismissed, and having to constantly witness life and experiences that you will never yourself know or have. Living in a bubble sounds so much better. My worry is how long can I keep it up? I can get by with some distractions (although that's getting tougher as it's getting harder to stay focused on anything anymore, even just zoning out and watching a movie). I have insomnia VERY badly so escaping through sleep isn't much of an option. Plus because of my health issues, I have to deal with medical doctors a lot and that's DEFINITELY source of stress and often being treated like crap. But existing in your own world and disconnecting from as much as you can seems soooo appealing...

 

[ItsMe-Hecked]

No because I'm not interested in taking part in life anymore. I'm retiring to play the SNES full time and leaving here. If you just exist in your own world and don't see anyone then none of your problems matter. It's just whether I'll be allowed to live miserably in peace. I don't think it's much to ask, I'm not bothering anyone so if I'm not I'm finishing it

That's what I want to do lol. Like, I don't personally want to die, but the world around me wont let me simply exist. It's purgatory.

 

[Crazy4u]

oh, the title: welcome to hell says a lot. You are not alone in your feelings.

 

[Versailles]

And everything becomes more chaotic with the outbreaks of the pandemic, which implies more restrictions

In the heat of some beers
Waiting for doomsday
If it is true that it is the end of humanity
Get us really drunk

 

[Messgram]

I'm sure this year will be another compilation of disappointments like all the others