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Are you planning to commit suicide at some point in your life?

  • Yes, that's why I'm here.

    Votes: 36 92.3%
  • No, I'm here for a different reason.

    Votes: 0 0.0%
  • Unsure.

    Votes: 3 7.7%

  • Total voters
    39
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gameplayer

Member
Aug 20, 2026
16
I would like to know how many people on this website actually want to kill themselves so I made this poll just for my information.
 
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Bruce

Bruce

Warlock
Sep 22, 2023
708
Btw you made the poll in the Suicide Discussion section so I guess certain results are to be expected. Maybe make a poll in the Recovery section as well and then combine the results and share them here. : )
 
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3FailedAttemptss

3FailedAttemptss

trans girl (`・ω・´)
Jan 22, 2025
370
im curious what you were expecting >w<
 
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never mind me

Arcanist
Nov 7, 2022
419
I don't know really. Currently I certainly don't want to kill myself. But that may change, if something bad happens I don't know how to deal with. Or if for some reason I end up in a
long lasting state of feeling really unhappy or otherwise upset that I don't know how to get rid of. At least in the past that were always the reasons for me to consider ctb.
So far I always managed to get better again instead of ctb. But I can't know, if this will always be the case. And I also don't know, if I will be quite sick when I get old which may cause me to ctb to shorten my suffering or if I will just be quite fit well into old age and die suddenly of a heart attack.
 
EternalShore

EternalShore

Hardworking Lass who Dreams of Love~ 💕✨
Jun 9, 2023
1,990
There should be an unsure option~ I'd rather not, as it's a sin, but my life will never truly be good again~ :(
 
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autisticmessiah

autisticmessiah

Member
Jun 15, 2025
48
I want to kill myself but I also want to wait for my parents to pass to do it so it'll probably be in a decade or so because my life will most likely devolve to far worse dogshit after they die. Other than that I go on here because some of the vents are relatable which is a common reason based off of what I've seen.
 
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