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Tyra

Tyra

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I found MIC. Haven't messaged sellers yet.

But I've been reading lots of stories on how people are struggling to get sellers to mislabel.

I always had in the back of my mind that if I couldn't buy it, I would try synthesis it.

I still have to do a little more studying but I think I finally found a decent way to make it.

Only suspicious thing I have to buy is a specific fertilizer, and I only see it on lab websites online, but I think that would be fine.

One problem I could run into is purity. But I would test the purity with the aquarium strips. Not sure how accurate this would work out to be tho.
 
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Forveleth

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This topic has been discussed here previously and the conclusion is that this ja a crap shoot. Chemistry is like cooking. You can give the same recipe and ingredients to two different people, one will make something wonderful and one will make a disaster.

So you can look up how to do it, get all the components, and still not have a decent purity amount of SN. I have yet to see someone here attempt it.
 
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Tyra

Tyra

Pic is from Shawshank Redemption after he escaped.
Jul 22, 2026
225
This topic has been discussed here previously and the conclusion is that this ja a crap shoot. Chemistry is like cooking. You can give the same recipe and ingredients to two different people, one will make something wonderful and one will make a disaster.

So you can look up how to do it, get all the components, and still not have a decent purity amount of SN. I have yet to see someone here attempt it.
But I could still try, and the test kit would tell me if I succeed or not in getting 95% + purity.
 
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I hope you've spent at least one minute in a chemistry lab, but ideally dozens of hours, before thinking you have a chance.

If you want to message me the instructions, I can review them and check if you might blow your house up.

Also highly recommend gloves, goggles, covering all of your skin with natural fibers, and being aware of what chemical burns you're at risk of even just from spilling. Ventilation is important too. Have the poison control number before you start just in case.

Not sure what equipment you'll need, so hopefully you got a lot of dough too.
 
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Tyra

Tyra

Pic is from Shawshank Redemption after he escaped.
Jul 22, 2026
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I hope you've spent at least one minute in a chemistry lab, but ideally dozens of hours, before thinking you have a chance.

If you want to message me the instructions, I can review them and check if you might blow your house up.

Also highly recommend gloves, goggles, covering all of your skin with natural fibers, and being aware of what chemical burns you're at risk of even just from spilling. Ventilation is important too. Have the poison control number before you start just in case.

Not sure what equipment you'll need, so hopefully you got a lot of dough too.
Lol blow up the house? It's not like I'm making N and working with sodium metal.

I'm not going to tell you how to make it because I don't want others to make it. I don't want to be responsible for people getting SN. It's kinda the same idea as people not wanting to give sources for SN.
 
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MatiSendiri

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Jun 8, 2025
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Interesting idea, but can you just bought it from chemical store far from your place instead of buying online?
 
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Tyra

Tyra

Pic is from Shawshank Redemption after he escaped.
Jul 22, 2026
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Interesting idea, but can you just bought it from chemical store far from your place instead of buying online?
I don't think they sell it… I kind of like the idea of buying from a lab better just because there will be no anti-caking on it, so I don't have to filter that off, and I just feel like it will be more pure… The lab grade says its 99% which is the highest purity you can get pretty much.

I feel like it's okay because it literally is fertilizer. If my parents ask I can just tell them it's fertilizer for my bonsai tree.
 
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MatiSendiri

The world is still unfair to me
Jun 8, 2025
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I don't think they sell it… I kind of like the idea of buying from a lab better just because there will be no anti-caking on it, so I don't have to filter that off, and I just feel like it will be more pure… The lab grade says its 99% which is the highest purity you can get pretty much.

I feel like it's okay because it literally is fertilizer. If my parents ask I can just tell them it's fertilizer for my bonsai tree.
Yeah you can try to buy analytical-grade SN first rather than to make it themselves. Just that you need a deeper pocket to do so. Do you have enough money for that?
 
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sadbh—itstimetogo🤎

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Apr 4, 2026
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Lol blow up the house? It's not like I'm making N and working with sodium metal.

I'm not going to tell you how to make it because I don't want others to make it. I don't want to be responsible for people getting SN. It's kinda the same idea as people not wanting to give sources for SN.
Blow up your house could be an exaggeration, or not depending on what you're doing. And it doesn't sound like you know what you're doing.

I've actually synthesized chemicals myself, so I'm just offering help. I already have lab grade SN. I don't need your stupid ass recipe for myself 😂 what was the point of posting this if you didn't want any feedback? Here's your gold star for being cool ⭐
 
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Tyra

Tyra

Pic is from Shawshank Redemption after he escaped.
Jul 22, 2026
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Blow up your house could be an exaggeration, or not depending on what you're doing. And it doesn't sound like you know what you're doing.

I've actually synthesized chemicals myself, so I'm just offering help. I already have lab grade SN. I don't need your stupid ass recipe for myself 😂 what was the point of posting this if you didn't want any feedback? Here's your gold star for being cool ⭐
Yeah I've heard that story before "I already have SN, I'm just curious".

It doesn't take a genius to synthesize chemicals.

I mostly wanted to ask about the problem with purity, I have no issues with synthesizing it myself.
Yeah you can try to buy analytical-grade SN first rather than to make it themselves. Just that you need a deeper pocket to do so. Do you have enough money for that?
It's not expensive at all. It's not like a crazy synthesis like N.

My goal is always to try my hardest to buy SN from MIC, but it's only my backup plan to make it if I cannot buy it.

I can't buy it now because I've been in the process of moving houses for like months and renovations… it's just not a good time for me to receive a sketchy package.

In the meantime I been studying on SN synthesis, just as a plan B.

Also I don't think I can buy from lab websites because I need a business/actual lab so I will have to buy the fertilizer another way which is fine…
 
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