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Shadowgeist

Shadowgeist

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Jun 1, 2021
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Those of us who have ended up here, are the ones that have loved the hardest, we are the ones that have suffered the most, we have faced the most rejection.

We are the ones that have dealt with the most pain, physical and mental. We have endured the most loss, been abandoned by society, judged by its cruel interpretation of what humanity should be.

We are the ones who have pondered the importance of life, questioned the status quo, dared to challenge the idea that humanity is not so unique and magical in this immense universe, and dared to question the existence of a God.

We are the ones who are not scared to question the nature of our existence, and our right to end it. We are the ones who have loved and lost so hard, felt the pain of life so vividly, that it dared us to end the pain, survival instinct be damned.

We are the ones that dare ask the questions that others are scared to ponder. We are the ones that have laid our souls bare, open, and honest no matter the cost.

We are the strong, and the unapologetic. The truth that everyone else in this world can't fathom or try to suppress. But that's why we are the strong ones, the honest ones, and the fearless..

And when they look down at us from the edge of the abyss, they will see us staring back. A truth that they can never accept. A beauty and vulnerability that they can't translate, and a strength they will never fathom.
 
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Makko

Makko

Iä!
Jan 17, 2021
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That's the most flattering definition of "losers defeated by life" I've seen.
 
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motel rooms

Survivor of incest. Gay. Please don't PM me.
Apr 13, 2021
7,081
We Are The Champions Win GIF by Queen
freddie mercury love GIF
 
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nopointofliving

Warrior
Apr 19, 2021
513
Very true ..
 
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whywere

Angelic
Jun 26, 2020
4,046
WOW!! You are a genius! That is one of the best things that I have read in a long, long time. 1st, THANK YOU for it and 2nd, you are so spot on. All my life people would and still do!, think less of me and do not even care to TRY and understand and you said it so eloquently about how in fact we are strong. Again, THANK YOU so, so much!! Walter
 
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Shadowgeist

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Jun 1, 2021
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WOW!! You are a genius! That is one of the best things that I have read in a long, long time. 1st, THANK YOU for it and 2nd, you are so spot on. All my life people would and still do!, think less of me and do not even care to TRY and understand and you said it so eloquently about how in fact we are strong. Again, THANK YOU so, so much!! Walter
Thank you so much. I'm glad it resonated with you!
 
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newave3

newave3

I want out
Nov 21, 2020
2,802
Wonderfully written and very accurate.
I only go out for a few hours a day but when I'm out I see people working, shopping, talking, playing sports in the park etc.
I wonder if any of them question their existence. Do they just keep themselves busy with their mundane daily activities and never think about their life and possibly ending it? Don't they see it's all for naught?
 
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Busticket

Student
May 18, 2021
185
Thank you for sharing these powerful and inspirational words with us.
 
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FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,642
This is very true. This life has certainly been cruel to us. Some people will just never understand what we are going through as they haven't been there themselves.
 
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Amumu

Amumu

Ctb - temporary solution for a permanent problem
Aug 29, 2020
2,623
OP is a talented writer, it seems. Your thing was really poetic.
 
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WornOutLife

マット
Mar 22, 2020
7,183
Lovely words!
I'm glad normal people don't have to deal with depression and suicidal thoughts like we do everyday but I wish they could understand what a hell being in our shoes can be!!!!

Hugs and love,

Matt
 
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whitefeather

Thank the gods for Death
Apr 23, 2020
536
Those of us who have ended up here, are the ones that have loved the hardest, we are the ones that have suffered the most, we have faced the most rejection.

We are the ones that have dealt with the most pain, physical and mental. We have endured the most loss, been abandoned by society, judged by its cruel interpretation of what humanity should be.

We are the ones who have pondered the importance of life, questioned the status quo, dared to challenge the idea that humanity is not so unique and magical in this immense universe, and dared to question the existence of a God.

We are the ones who are not scared to question the nature of our existence, and our right to end it. We are the ones who have loved and lost so hard, felt the pain of life so vividly, that it dared us to end the pain, survival instinct be damned.

We are the ones that dare ask the questions that others are scared to ponder. We are the ones that have laid our souls bare, open, and honest no matter the cost.

We are the strong, and the unapologetic. The truth that everyone else in this world can't fathom or try to suppress. But that's why we are the strong ones, the honest ones, and the fearless..

And when they look down at us from the edge of the abyss, they will see us staring back. A truth that they can never accept. A beauty and vulnerability that they can't translate, and a strength they will never fathom.
https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/this-website-is-da-bomb-o.67153/
 
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TooConscious

Enlightened
Sep 16, 2020
1,150
My father demeaned my problems making me an incredibly flawed individual in the sense I have faced life threatening episodes and just ignored it until I collapsed as I was always punished if I complained about anything growing up, I was taught to keep quiet and not be an inconvenience.
He made me feel like such a weak waste of space.
When other people have showed me that I was actually a very strong person but because I felt worthless I didn't try to socialise so my life was an utter waste of suffering.
And people dare tell me this existence isn't evil, if it wasn't then not one single entity would e ist with no happy ending and not one single day of a reason to be happy.
If you believe it is then you are a sadist but so long as you admit to it that's fine.
 
NormaJeane

NormaJeane

Member
Mar 24, 2021
648
Those of us who have ended up here, are the ones that have loved the hardest, we are the ones that have suffered the most, we have faced the most rejection.

We are the ones that have dealt with the most pain, physical and mental. We have endured the most loss, been abandoned by society, judged by its cruel interpretation of what humanity should be.

We are the ones who have pondered the importance of life, questioned the status quo, dared to challenge the idea that humanity is not so unique and magical in this immense universe, and dared to question the existence of a God.

We are the ones who are not scared to question the nature of our existence, and our right to end it. We are the ones who have loved and lost so hard, felt the pain of life so vividly, that it dared us to end the pain, survival instinct be damned.

We are the ones that dare ask the questions that others are scared to ponder. We are the ones that have laid our souls bare, open, and honest no matter the cost.

We are the strong, and the unapologetic. The truth that everyone else in this world can't fathom or try to suppress. But that's why we are the strong ones, the honest ones, and the fearless..

And when they look down at us from the edge of the abyss, they will see us staring back. A truth that they can never accept. A beauty and vulnerability that they can't translate, and a strength they will never fathom.
We are the bravest people when we consciously chooses death. We take control over our lives. We live and die with dignity. People who are not here have a good life without pain. But maybe all people end up on a suicide discussion as time goes on.
 
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Hurt

Paragon
Nov 13, 2020
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I'm tired of being strong and people treating me like sh1t. Sorry.
 
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