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coolbeansniner55

coolbeansniner55

Member
Nov 2, 2025
28
I lost alot of motivation to go to the gym after I decided that CTB is within grasp, I have found motivation to atleast lift a little more just so I can look good during my funeral lol. Also is it a thing for me to request in one of my letters that I wear something comfy like a hoodie instead of being in a suit?
 
OzymandiAsh

OzymandiAsh

aNoMaLy
Nov 6, 2025
182
Lol. If that's you in your profile pic, you'll be fine! 😍

One thing maybe you should be concerned about though is that after you die, you might pee and poo yourself, so you might stink lol. Maybe wear some diapers and fast before CTB.
 
unluckysadness

unluckysadness

Paragon
Jul 9, 2025
960
I'm not Marilyn neither...
 
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rotten_hrtz

rotten_hrtz

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Nov 25, 2025
12
I lost alot of motivation to go to the gym after I decided that CTB is within grasp, I have found motivation to atleast lift a little more just so I can look good during my funeral lol. Also is it a thing for me to request in one of my letters that I wear something comfy like a hoodie instead of being in a suit?
I completely understand you. I've been dieting and practicing my makeup more because I don't want to look bad, although I think that no matter how hard I try, I won't be able to look good
 
camusfan_ig

camusfan_ig

Member
Nov 11, 2025
26
I totally relate lol, I think wanting to look nice before you commit the final act is completely understandable. It's almost like a last act of kindness for yourself, if that makes sense

On the request thing, I see no reason why they would deny it. If they do well, they're assholes then lol
 
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socksnsandles

Experienced
Oct 7, 2025
218
hopefully on that journey, you decide that you rather just live
 

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